Spm is over, Life starts over, Love starts (Maybe)

         I've been enduring( well, its not really like enduring but whatever) like 1 month of exams and believe me, those of you who hasn't taken your exams yet. It will be quite stressful but I must say that I am not really stressed out. In fact, I am rather relaxed and calm. Strange isn't it? How my form 5, SPM starts without a warning and suddenly goes to an end. Everything just went by so fast I didn't even realised. Some people might say that the exam was hard but maybe for a person like me, who hasn't study much, it wasn't that much of a challenge. Well, the exam was pretty easy if you ask me, although i do have some difficulties in answering the chinese, chemistry and biology paper.
        Hmm when i say life starts over, it really meant that i can finally take another big step into the society and become part of it. Start going to colleges, driving around town and also hanging around with friends without having my parents to fetch me around. Isn't it just great? :) Hmm lets see, I am still wondering about which college I should go to and stuffs like that. Its really quite a hassle and quite troublesome but I would like to choose a kind of college that is easy-going, of course the education there must be good too. I heard from my relatives that it doesn't matter where you study, its just the price. Hmm i wonder ._.
      There is still one last thing that i wish to say, that is, about today, 6th of December 2012. I finally proposed to the girl I liked. To my surprise, she wasn't all that scared and awkward which is also kinda of a good thing because then we could talk some more. She said that she's going to give me an answer on the 12th of December. Well that would make 12/12/12. I really hope something nice will happen that day :) I want you to know, that I'm in love with you and I will be REALLY happy if you accept me :) But if you were to refuse, I'm afraid I can't do a thing because there is a limit to how much can be done to make your other partner accept you. 勉强没有幸福. It meant you will not get happiness if you were to force someone for it. She asked me a question. A question that became so normal to me 2 years ago. She said " Why do you like me?" I stunned for a second there and replied " There is no need for me to have a reason to like you. If I were to have a reason to like you, then what if that "reason" is found on some other girls?  Does it means that I'll like them too? So yeah, thats why i dont have a reason to like you." I don't know if i made the right choice or not but this is the choice that I have made and I will not regret it. That is my way of life, never regret anything you've done before. Never. Some people might think of me as stubborn but I'd say that its something called "become yourself". Hmm, she told me that too ><. Become myself eh? I don't think that would be hard but I do hope I can be myself.
           Okay... That was LOOOONNGGGG. Guess it's time to say goodbye. Don't worry too much though, I will write soon to convey my feelings when i feel like it!

7月的最后一个post?

这次的Ruby Necklace Match 有点难度 ><
但是我还是会为你加油的Taiga! <3

感觉上应该读书了，但是就是懒懒散散 xD
现在是17/7.
我在8月开始应该会ban掉电脑所以可能不能写的那么多次了. PsPs~

就到此为止吧~

下次在聊动漫吧！ ^^

Jog for Hope/ ISML Ruby 7th Round~

Sorry guys, i was busy >< 
Can't really find the time to properly type out a piece of article.
Those who are checking out ma blog, REMEMBER to vote for YUI HIRASAWA and TAIGA AISAKA! <333333

So I guesss i still can give you my votes on ISML

ARENA 01: [Himeji Mizuki] Iwasawa Masami
ARENA 02: Aragaki Ayase [Kirishima Shōko]
ARENA 03: [Makise Kurisu] Kuroi Mato
ARENA 04: [Charlotte Dunois] Hasegawa Kobato
ARENA 05: [Kashiwazaki Sena] Yuzuriha Inori
ARENA 06: Sakura Kyōko [Abstained] Shimada Minami
ARENA 07: Nakagawa Kanon [Honma Meiko]
ARENA 08: Irisviel von Einzbern [Elucia de Lute Ima]
ARENA 09: Kasugano Sora [Abstained] Fear Kubrick
ARENA 10: [Mine Riko] Gasai Yuno
ARENA 11: [Kōsaka Kirino] Nakamura Yuri
ARENA 12: [Kanzaki H. Aria] Victorique de Blois
ARENA 13: [Gokō Ruri (Kuroneko)] Akemi Homura
ARENA 14: Suzutsuki Kanade [Haruna]
ARENA 15: [Shiomiya Shiori] Haqua du Lot Herminium
ARENA 16: [Tōwa Erio] Yui
ARENA 17: Mikazuki Yozora [Konoe Subaru]
ARENA 18: Tachibana Kanade [Eucliwood Hellscythe]
ARENA 19: [Shana, Aisaka Taiga] Tachibana Kanade, Gokō Ruri (Kuroneko)
ARENA 20: Holo [Abstained] Hiiragi Kagami
ARENA 21: [Furukawa Nagisa] Ikaros
ARENA 22: [Hirasawa Yui] Katsura Hinagiku
ARENA 23: Nakano Azusa [Akiyama Mio]
ARENA 24: Senjōgahara Hitagi [Tōsaka Rin]
ARENA 25: [Asahina Mikuru] Shirai Kuroko
ARENA 26: Nymph [Ichinose Kotomi]
ARENA 27: Last Order [Fujibayashi Kyō]
ARENA 28: Hecate [Konjiki no Yami]
ARENA 29: Hirasawa Ui [Kotobuki Tsumugi]
ARENA 30: Sengoku Nadeko [Louise Vallière]
ARENA 31: Oshino Shinobu [Saber]
ARENA 32: [Aisaka Taiga] Nagato Yuki
ARENA 33: Shiina Mafuyu [Index L. Prohibitorum]
ARENA 34: C.C. [Sanzen'in Nagi]
ARENA 35: Illyasviel von Einzbern [Suzumiya Haruhi]
ARENA 36: [Sakagami Tomoyo] Izumi Konata
ARENA 37: [Shana] Misaka Mikoto
ARENA 38: Hei, Triela [Abstained] Sabrac, Fujibayashi Sheena

OH YES!
Something incredible happened today.
Got to take pictures with my special someone!! Hehe.. 
Feels so happy right now! ^^

One More Thing!
Jog For Hope was Awesome! :DDD

ISML :D

ARENA 01: Victorique de Blois [Haruna]

ARENA 02: [Charlotte Dunois] Haqua du Lot Herminium

ARENA 03: [Kashiwazaki Sena] Mine Riko

ARENA 04: Sakura Kyōko [Abstained] Yui

ARENA 05: Fear Kubrick [Abstained] Kuroi Mato

ARENA 06: [Gokō Ruri (Kuroneko)] Iwasawa Masami

ARENA 07: Shimada Minami [Himeji Mizuki]

ARENA 08: Akemi Homura [Konoe Subaru]

ARENA 09: Kasugano Sora [Mikazuki Yozora]

ARENA 10: [Tōwa Erio] Nakamura Yuri

ARENA 11: Nakagawa Kanon [Kōsaka Kirino]

ARENA 12: Kirishima Shōko [Abstained] Suzutsuki Kanade

ARENA 13: Elucia de Lute Ima [Abstained] Eucliwood Hellscythe

ARENA 14: Yuzuriha Inori [Abstained] Makise Kurisu

ARENA 15: [Tachibana Kanade] Aragaki Ayase

ARENA 16: [Honma Meiko] Irisviel von Einzbern

ARENA 17: Gasai Yuno [Abstained] Shiomiya Shiori

ARENA 18: [Hasegawa Kobato] Kanzaki H. Aria

ARENA 19: [Hinamori Amu, Hoshina Utau] Miyanaga Saki, Amae Koromo

ARENA 20: [Saber] Konjiki no Yami

ARENA 21: [Akiyama Mio] Hiiragi Kagami

ARENA 22: Senjōgahara Hitagi [Hirasawa Ui]

ARENA 23: Nymph [Suzumiya Haruhi]

ARENA 24: Index L. Prohibitorum [Abstained] Katsura Hinagiku

ARENA 25: Misaka Mikoto [Abstained] Izumi Konata

ARENA 26: Shiina Mafuyu [Abstained] Holo

ARENA 27: [Aisaka Taiga] Sanzen'in Nagi

ARENA 28: Hecate [Abstained] Sakagami Tomoyo

ARENA 29: Illyasviel von Einzbern [Abstained] Tōsaka Rin

ARENA 30: [Asahina Mikuru] Sengoku Nadeko

ARENA 31: Ikaros [Ichinose Kotomi]

ARENA 32: Fujibayashi Kyō [Nakano Azusa]

ARENA 33: [Oshino Shinobu] Louise Vallière

ARENA 34: Shana [Furukawa Nagisa]

ARENA 35: Shirai Kuroko [Last Order]

ARENA 36: [Kotobuki Tsumugi] C.C.

ARENA 37: Nagato Yuki [Hirasawa Yui]

ARENA 38: Himura Yū, Amamiya Yūko [Abstained] Kunisaki Yukito, Kamio Misuzu

So long i didn't come and write le hehe.. But now even less la ><
Have SPM and all.. So i won't be coming on soon though.
Hope i can write here soon :D

是今天吗?

        我喜欢的人,你应该懂了吧~ 所以我也不需要在向你说明，我知道你一定明白的！
我们的学校有个叫Prom的东西。其实我对这个Prom没什么兴趣，只是单纯想知道她对我有没有感情 >< 很害怕叻 如果她拒绝了呢？ 错了错了，不应该这样想。Think Positive. 而且我其实也没什么害怕的。我想，勉强没有幸福吧~ 豁出去了！
     
        今天真的是很累啊。手脚无力（有力打字）xD Marching一整天了~ 对了，最近在追 Hayate No Gotoku XD 不错啊~ Nagi 很 Tsundere xD (但是应该不够Taiga ^^)

        有时间的话，晚上在聊吧！

好累啊...

想不到只是Edit了一下就眼睡了 ><
Well, at least I'm happy with it :)
It's like what? The second day? And I did so many things liao -.- Haha, Just hope the hard work pays off because I do like customizing stuffs so that they will look like mine but I'm bad in arts >< So, of course, that goes for using paint, GIMP and other editing tools.
I hope I can do better in editing though so that I can create MY own Chrome theme, Rain Meter, Winamp skin and other stuffs >< I just really like customising stuffs Hehe.
I think that's why I made up my mind that I'll take up ICT next time but for now, after this I think I'll go Sunway for metriculations?
Things are just going on so fast that its already JUNE Omg.. Few days more and its JULY :O
And next 2 months.. Trials.. Next 2 months.. SPM..
To be honest, I'm not really afraid of the test. I'm not really fond in being number 1 in my class or just being super smart. To me, it doesn't mean a thing even if you got like 100 in Sejarah or 100 in biology. I mean SO WHAT? Sejarah, Biology all these are like memory tests. You read the book, you score. You don't read, you fail. Wow. Really, Wow. But I guess what's in my parents' and teacher's eyes are different. They don't see that, or maybe they do? But they didn't care? O.O
Wtf am I talking about LOL
I don't understand myself anymore =.=

Ah, oh well, There's just one thing to do! Study TT
I'm no genius, neither am I smart but I'll try my best to get PASSING grades for Sejarah and Biology ^^

Lol why suddenly become studies liao de? Thought I was talking about my blog xD
So tired ><
Feel like just lying down on my bed and then sleep non-stop but that can't possibly happen to me xD
 Kays, We shall Meet again next time =)

动漫列表

I think it's about time I let you guys see what anime I've watched xD　是时候了...

这些是看完了的～
A-Channel
Angel Beats
Ao No Excorcist
Baka To Test To Shokanjuu
Bakuman
Boku Ha Tomodachi Ga Sukunai
Clannad
Clannad After Story
Death Note
Fate Stay Night
Fortune Arterial
High School DxD
High School Of the Dead
Kanokon
Kaichou wa Maid-sama
Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn!
Kiss x Sis
K-on!
Kono Aozora ni Yakusoku Wo
Kore wa zombie desuka?!
Lucky Star
Mitsudomoe
MM!
One Piece
Ore no Imoto ga Konna ni Kawaii Wake ga Nai
School Days
Setokai no Ichizon
Setokai Yakuindomo
Soul Eater
The Idolm@ster
The World God Only Knows
To Aru Majutsu no Index
To Aru Majutsu no Railgun
Toradora
Yakitate Japan
Yuru Yuri
Zero No Tsukaima

这些是我在等着的， 有些是还没看但是想要看(没时间，SPM TT) 　^^　

Kore wa Zombie Desuka Of the Dead
Sankarea
Kuroko no Basuke
Nurahiyon No Mango
Yumekui Merry
Tsubasa Chronicles
Ore No Imotou Season 2
Haiyoru nyaruko san
Acchi-Kocchi

暂时是这些吧~ 影像中好像有很多但是忘了 =P

Sunday~

Lol Today's a Sunday but have to go to office ><
Although there's nothing too bad about being here la but i just don't like it. Don't know how to explain xD
最近我laptop坏坏地的，不知到出了什么事 >< 好像是battery坏了我的风扇也坏了。但是很懒惰拿去修里啊~
有种想要买destop的感觉~ 但是我有了laptop所以这见事情还是放着吧~

Today morning at 6am i went to climb a mountain at taman tun ( maybe its just jogging on the mountain? :D) After we went down, father suddenly raged like wtf? =.= I wanted to talk back to him but my instincts told me to stop. ( Or is it coz i don't dare? ) Argh. Don't talk about that already it's over anyways F3

I'll post later if i have the time ^^

TT

Taiga输了 TT
很不开心啊 ><
今天去了PutraJaya, 虽然有玩一些游戏不过还是有点闷闷地的。去参观Chocolate Factory （很烂一下） xD
Don't feel like writing so much today, so i guess i'll just stop here ^^
Until next time :DDD

ISML 2012 Amethyst Period < Necklace >

GoGoGo Taiga!!!! 我支持你！！

ARENA 01: [Aisaka Taiga] Gokō Ruri (Kuroneko) Saber Yui Shana Eucliwood Hellscythe Nagato Yuki

ARENA 02: Tōsaka Rin Victorique de Blois Shiina Minatsu Hisui Ichinose Kotomi Tsugumi [Kōsaka Kirino]

ARENA 03: Akiyama Mio Tsukamoto Yakumo Flower Matō Sakura Hanabishi Miki Saten Ruiko [Suzumiya Haruhi]

ARENA 04: Kohaku Teletha Testarossa Takahara Ayumi [Tainaka Ritsu] Tsukamoto Tenma Karakuri Chachamaru Uiharu Kazari

ARENA 05: [Abstained] Shimada Minami Shiomiya Shiori Fear Kubrick Suzutsuki Kanade Sanzen'in Nagi Holo Ikaros

ARENA 06: Dalian [Abstained] Yin

ARENA 07: Morishima Haruka [Abstained] Hanato Kobato

ARENA 08: [Hakamada Hinata] Tsukimiya Ayu

ARENA 09: Ariel, Chris [Abstained] Chitanda Eru, Ibara Mayaka

新的开始？

    Hey people,( although I don't know how many of them there will be but) it's my new blog ^^

My new friend, or "old" friend inspired me to restart blogger all over again. ><

    So I've been thinking, should i continue to write my feelings out? Actually I want to but i feel that I shouldn't. It'll be boring to the person reading it anyway xD To start off, I wanna talk about myself i guess since this is a new blog, new post, new email<--- Lol 

   I am a 17 year old boy, now studying in SMK Taman S.E.A. Alot has happened since i was form 1. When i first arrived at this school. I felt that everything was going smoothly, I can just relax and go through my middle school and high school period ^^ But I was kinda wrong, although I still think that "chillax" and "don't worry about it" is kinda my motto but I do have a little bit of stress. I still remember when I was in form 1, I was playing around all day. Getting to know new friends and to have new friends really made me very excited. It was then I sort of felt a bit emo-ish coz at that time, I think that I don't have any real friends in my life before and felt kinda down but yet again I felt that I shouldn't feel this way because my life hasn't started yet. For me, I think that, after i leave school and start college and work is when i really start my life. Since I have not been to college yet, so, my life hasn't started yet =)

    This year, is sort of an important year because I'm having my SPMs this year >< The amount of stress I'm having now its like increasing by the days :O 

    I don't really feel like typing anymore coz i just came back from tuition.. So let me type in chinese? xD

    等了很久吧？你应该会看这里的字吧~ 刚刚从补习回来可是不知到为什么，没有累的感觉。前几天扭到脚至今还很痛呢T^T（应该是我每个星期都有做运动的关系吧, 明明没有痛了但是运动后就痛到不像样了 >< ）今天跟朋友去踢足球，每想到会扭到手指 =.=|| 打字都很痛呢。。原本想要跟你讲我有看那些动漫的但是还是放在另外一个post吧 ^^  

    

    I'll be back with a list of anime XDD

   

Random post x)

      Some time has passed since I last written here isn't it? Well, A lot has happened and i think I'm getting worse at my results.. I can't study unless I have motivation, I know this is bad but I'm trying to get better at it =) At what you ask? Of course, its about studying without motivations. Sometimes I wonder what my motivation is. I always thought that my motivation is from Her. But I think I got kinda stupid thinking about that. Why do people study? To increase our knowledge or just simply to pass the tests? To me though, its like just to please someone. I don't like studying. I'm sure no one likes it too but I have to force myself to study.
   
      Although I still think that she does have an impact on my studies because when I think about it, it always comes to me that "You have to be smart, so that you can take care of her next time." That's what I think but recently I've got a different kind of feeling but I can't explain it. Sorry, I must have made you get your hopes up >< It's really discouraging to talk about this any more so I guess I'll stop here ^^
     
     Is it because I don't have enough courage to talk to her? She told me before, that she only wanted to have a relationship after our SPM or after 17 years old I think. I don't know whether what I'm doing is right or wrong already. It has been on my mind for a long time already that, should I tell her or should I not? I reaaaaallyyyyyy WANT to be her boyfriend. I don't know why but I just feel that way. I should just stick to my original plan and wait until after SPM right? Yeah. I guess I made myself clear right now. I'll propose to her after SPM. That's my plan, hehe. 
    
     I feel lazy today so I guess I'll just stop here XD
     Good bye, thanks for listening to me ^^ 
     You're really a great friend :)

A kinda happy night =)

Wow, I'm feeling so damn emotional tonight ><
First, special thanks to Nithya!
Thank you for advising me to text her!
I wouldn't have done it without you telling me hehe
I'm really happy the moment she replied to my sms ^^
Can you feel it?
My happiness.
Its like over flowing xD
And yet i feel so sad.
So regret.
So sorry.
Sorry Ashley.
I've gone through about all the videos you've made for me just now.
And i found that.
I might still have a little more feelings for you..
Sorryyy =(
It's my fault i guess, not smart enough, not hard working enough to deserve you love.
I think this is what i should get.
I was being so immature.
I know.
I always knew that i was immature, i'm a playboy and i can't really forgive myself.
I can still remember the times, when you stayed up late just to see me.
I'm such a loser.
Well, what's done, is done.
Maybe we're just not meant to be together.
Like i always believed, 勉强没有幸福.
It sorta means, there will be no happiness if you were to force that person to have a relationship with you.
Haha! Maybe I've been A litttleeee bit emo here hehe

人生这一条路,对我来说是一条无境界的道路.
我们可能接触的都是书本,但是我觉得人生不应该只是有书本的世界.
我们应该学会享受如何走这一条路.
我不是一位很厉害读书的人，也不是一个天生的天才，不过，我相信我们应该以随和的态度去看这个世界。

Why does it looks like i've said alot of big proverbs LOL
Haha, Just for your information.
I had a crush on someone and it is still now the same person :)

Reborn Last Cross

Hehe, I don't know should i post it on facebook or not. So at the end.  I decided this. =)
Great song! xD
Reborn OP5 Last Cross [ Full ] - YouTube:


'via Blog this'

So fast another one xD

So, i've seen a few posts and i saw most of them having pictures

So i thought.. Why don't i post some too? hehehehhe

This few pics are quite a long time ago~

We took a few hundred pictures and i really would like to take them all over again!

In some pictures, i just look like a total retard lols

Haha~ But overall. Its fun and enjoying =)

I really enjoyed the moments we get to spend together even though its just one day.

I'm just really happy that we can be together.

Do you think we can still hang out like we did after SPM? :)

I hope so! I really hope so!

<3

Although i don't have much friends.

I still think of all of you as my best friends!!

hehe

Friends <3

Friends? <3

Dense Keanping =3= xD

Haha, I love group photos xD

This is my new friend :D

Tan Sze Li, she's from my perspective, a friendly, open-minded and matured girl xD

Hehehehe

Felt like posting something~

It feels good to hear music while wearing earphones than headphones!! >.<

Haha Those who have not tried it before should do it!!!

Its like you have your own world in there and then everyone outside doesn't know anything!!

Heheheehehehe

So hyper now lolx

Hmmmm I feel like doing something la~

But then don't feel like watching anime coz i'm like listening to songs and it feels SOOOOOO GOOOD! XDDD

Is there anything to do while listening music??

Suggest to me please ^^

Lols Being stupid^

No one's gonna see your post la F3

Well i did say that this is something like my online diary :D

I don't have to feel ashame when i do something here coz no one's gonna comment anyway~ :D

Hmm write an article?

Lol? Article?

Diary you mean? =.=

Okayyyyyy

Today ar was a tiring day TT

I slept through sejarah lol

its reaaaallyyy boring and i cant concentrate ><

Well there's chinese society but then we didn't really do much =/

Mostly also those girls like Yin Yan, Hui Hui, and those form 4 girls there

i just feel like i have to do something for the club coz you see ar

The club is currently being more and more inactive

and by inactive i mean that less people are coming by the day TT

What can I do to save them? XD

Speaking of which, i recently found out that i'm the passive type of person

Lol~~ Do you think so??

I think so lorh -.-

Hmmm i don't think hui hui will like my this type of passive de ><

So..

I have to change!

Become a more possitive type lol

but hard lo..

Coz normally i don't talk to people but if they talk to me, i'll reply

I'm not the kind that starts conversations.

Is this my fault?

I think it is..

Coz i'm constantly relying on other people to continue.

Like i did to Ashley..

I'm sure she tried her best too.

Too entertain me hehe

but most of the reaction i can give is o.o

okay. lol.

wow

yeah

haiz..

Really, should I change my personallity?

I always think that if that person likes me, they should like everything about me

even my bad and good habits.

Is it really like that?

Recently, my way of thinking has also changed.

I think that IF you want that person to like you, you should make an effort to make yourself look presentable.

But yet again.

Is it really like that?

Hmm Now.

I think that people's point of view can be different so just do what you can and do your best in that particular something.

Hehe

There may be people who disagree with me and also people who will be angry.

But like the quote says on facebook.

"What others think of you, is NONE of YOUR business" :)

Be what you want to be, and do what you want to do.

Live your life to the fullest xD

xD

Haha, I feel quite hyper now and feeling like watching emotional and sad anime shows xD

So... I'll go now :D Hehe XDDDDDDDD

=)

Hmm It feels kinda good.

You know?

The kind of feeling to like someone~

I am actually very happy that i know that she may like me

><

Heheee

Feltt boring but feels good today

Coz i get to chat with her =)

Once again :D

I'll be going to read the english oral xD

Today, I felt like typing in chinese. So here goes :D

这应该是我第一次用华文来表达我的心声吧 ><

感到很奇怪le..

最近又没有那么开心了..

可是, 我能找谁哭诉呢?

没有啦,

应该不是哭诉.

大概是讲心事吧 =)

要我戴着这个假面具到几时呢?

很想大声的哭出来 =(

"男人哭吧哭吧哭吧,不是罪"

我觉得那个句子是对的.

可是, 又有谁可以真正的哭出来呢?

当我把我的问题写在这里时，我瞬间的觉得，我的问题其实都不是问题。

都是我自己给自己创造出来的问题。

我真的很傻

难道我真的要在考试后才可以向你表白吗？

我有一种感觉，觉得您不喜欢我了。

希望只是我的错觉。

有什么问题，都是我的问题。

Phewww..

Finally finished.

I think i'll come write another day.

Thanks for listening to me =)

<3

23/2/2012 - A chinese class war :O

Wow, i've never really seen the class being that quiet as today =.=

Everyone was like in a pin-drop silence mode XD

Haha, felt so damn bad weih.. The situation was like daaaammmmnnnn quiet and i just innocently laughed a bit REALLY A BIT! But i still think they can hear me =/

Haizzz

Haw feng wants to go back early coz got tuition, teacher dont let.. But he went for Monday tuition d wut..

I also duno liao la =.=

I think now i write in blogger quite frequently xD

Hehe, think you know me more now? ^^

Hope so..

And one more thing thats very depressing...

Harien's twisted his ankle today during training and tomorrow is the campus run..

He asked me to run for him but theeennn~

I think its matthew la~

He dont let me run =P

Justt kiddinngg~

Maybe Harien's a better runner xD

Kkkaayy, gtg now ^^

See you soon f3

WHO ARE YOU!?

Hey you!

The person who commented on my blog two years ago..

I'm sorry i did not reply coz i didn't saw it ><

I would be glad if you saw this though xD

Just another random post~

WAHAHA Another post again XD

See my picture? I uploaded it just now XDD

I think i can get used to this you know~

I want to have a picture together with hui hui TT

Just you and me..

Then i would like to post it ><

Either put it on facebook, on my phone , blog, computer =)

Anywhere will do..

But Will i get a chance? =)

Will you give me a chance? XD

Shocking Truth xD

I am VERY happy!

Last night, i received word from a friend.

He told me that hui hui likes mee ><

Omg ><

Omg ><

Omg ><

So DAMN HaPpY! xD

Actually, to tell the truth, i know abit already, that she likes me la ><

But then can't really comfirm it..

And i have a feeling, i think he shouldn't tell me..

It feels like its bad knowing that she likes me but then i cant do anything..

Haizzzz

What should i do?

Stick with the old plan?

Or should i confess to her soon?

I think confess to her soon..

You know? Theres this song which says that if you likes that person you should go for it

I WILL GO FOR IT!

but just not so soon ._.

Omg -.-

Am i that bad of a person?

To be frank, i don't know what good traits do i have.

The more i look at myself, the more i think that i'm terrible

Great, just great =.=

Is this the symptoms of getting emo? :O

Wow, didn't knew that i was emo though f3

What is f3?

Just some maple stuff xD

LOL suddenly talk abt maple..

Anyway, i think thats all for today. =3=

Haha C=

Form 5 O.o

Wow, Its been a month since i've reached form 5 and i think its kinda sad.

You know how its like?

To be seperated from your friends? TT

Feelss soooo damnnn sad weih xD

Might be because i watched k-on o.o

Or other animes LOL

Speaking of animes, I think i'm slowly getting addicted to it now ><

To the romance, echi, harem type xDD

Omg~ So hamsap xD

I know that you don't like anime.

I know its hard for you to like it but i really wished that you could try to enjoy this sensation ><

"慧慧, 我喜欢你" =) I wanted to tell you that ever since last year.

Its not that i dont have the guts to do it you know.

To be frank, I want to have a relationship with you.

I want to protect you and have you all to myself

I know its impossible

That i can have you all to myself

I heard that you have someone you like and its probably not me.

Whatever it may be, I still want to let you know that i like you.

Maybe you won't be mine,

Maybe you won't say yes,

and Maybe you'll say no,

The chances are a little slim anyway

BUT

I won't give up until i tell you how i felt =)