After OMR

After PMR

Its been 4 days since i got my results hehe

I know, i know, its not a pretty scene but cant you at least consolate me?

Haiz, i know youre sad and dissapointed and angry but have you thought about how i would feel getting this type of results?

You think taht i'll be happy with it right?

I tihnk youre wrong. I already told myself i have to work hard for next year..

I just hope i can go pure science.. Sub science is not bad la maybe ><

oh well.. chat with you next time then (:

Emo day

Yo, I'm back again (:

I got my PMR results just now..

Trust me, Its not happy to get 3 A's 2B's 2C's and 1 D

That just really sucked..

Haiz.. i really need someone to talk to but i dont know who..

Am i really that failure?

I guess so

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Okay, I'm sorry, i have absolutely no mood today..

Bye for now.

21/12/10 HEHEHE

Heyy..

How long has it been since i write my last post?

Hmm.. I think a few days maybe xD

Oh well, My girlfriend came back last midnight hehe

And she came back half an hour after i slept LOL

Do you think i should be awake when she comes back?

Lol Yeah Why not? You can sms her more wut o.o

Hehe yeah i want to sms her more I WANT to see her more

But i think.. We wont have any chance this year..

Its gonna be 2011 in a few days you know..

And!!!

My results are gonna be out on THURSDAY!!! (23/12/10) Weee~~~

Hehe.. I hope i can get good grades though,

Although i dont have much faith in my sejarah, geografi, bm and chinese..

But i hope.. I can get A, Or maybe a B?

Please o please.. I dont want to dissapoint my girlfriend,

Well, You see, my girlfriend wants to prove to her mum

That i have good grades.. and well ofcourse i want to have good grades la..

I just dont have much confidence laaa ><

Well.. Let me tell you something, But dont tell anyone else kay? (:

okay.. Last year, or is it this year? i think it was last year la..

When i heard that she said if i dont get good grades for PMR she'll leave me..

My heart is like cracked into a million pieces.

I always thought that if you love that special someone, you have to accept everything about him/her

But well, I learnt something from her, is that you have to prove to yourself you can do it and you can take care of that special someone in the future

Cause, If i have good results in PMR i can get a higher oppotunity at getting a higher possitioned job?

Haizz.. Up till now.. My mind isjust thinking about living a simple life, you know? like umm living in a small house and then have chickens, farm, cows.. HAHA my mind is quite simple dont you think? Yeah.. what a simple minded person i am..

I have to get a better job! Get more money to give my darling a better life!

Yeahh, thats right..

Oh yeah, Today, i saw my gf right.. She post in fb say that JunWei didn't answer her calls

I am quite very sad that she calls junwei you know.. In skype? Thats why i dont like skype la..

Skype.. You are really starting to get my nerves on..

You know what, I really shouldn't be that sad, Dont have to be jealous over that right?

Yeah, I should be aware that she's only mine and always gonna be mine (:

Well i really hope, That you can always be mine Ashley..

I really dont want a day to come when you'll leave me and go to another boy. )':

Ohhh Pssht <<>

I really hate it when she says that, you know why? Thats because JunWei also use Pssht and then you know.. Their facebook profile picture is also the same..

That just makes me abit sad and angry ><

Oh i really hope ashley doesn't sees this..

If she does, I dont even want to imagine what she would do with me ><

Well, I tihnk she's not gonna do anything.. HAIZ!

Last year, i knew one guy called robert or something

He, sent me messages telling me to leave ashley and then well ashley knew about it slowly..

And i copied and paste what he sent to her and she showed me a heart-breaking reaction though..

I thought... You know.. She would like say AHH or WAhhhh or GRRRRR but well she didn't do anything but i knew she did something secretly, thats why robert didn't send me any messages anymore..

Wow, this must be the longest blog i've typed so far XD

And my stomoch Hurts right know so i'd best be on my way to the toilet! xD

You know, after writting this out, I feel very comfortable (:

Thank you blog ^^

Bye for now!

And all those people who even saw this

I WONDER HOW YOU KNOW ABOUT THIS!?

Please leave a comment if you ever seen this (:

bye~ <3

Haiz..

Today was actually quite a nice day..

Untill it reached night time?

Haiz...

I was actually very tired but decided today i must sing a song for my darling ;D

Then when we were talking

she asked me a maths question..

I thought i can answer all

oh well, i'm weaker than a standard 4 i suppose ):

She's really tired i think hehe xD

Oh welll.. Today was quite fun i got to fly a kite xD

I feel quite sad today partly its because i'm more stupid than a standard 4? ):

Hehe

I missed you my darling Ashley (:

I hope i can kiss you soon hehe ;D

Haiz..

I don't know what to do now..

I think i made her sad again..

But i dont know why is she sad..

I'm a total failure right..

Ya..You're right..

I am..

Damn it! why dont you just go swim la!

Walao! I dont know why la.. I dont feel

like swimming,,

I just, want to be alone with her..

Together we can do lots of stuffs..

I really dont want to go swimming..

But, never mind la..

I'll go then. For her happiness (:

Today.. I think thats all.. I'm sorry, i'm not in the mood today..

I think i made her very sad.. )':

I'm so sorry my dear Ashley )':

I really agree with whats saying with the picture up there..

You may finally think that i'm just a waste of your time ><

Lol Bored~~

OMG!~ Its so bored in my house =.=

I think i'm gonna be bored to death already la!

Everyday i wake up.. Eat breakfast, lunch, com, dinner..

SO BORING!

I'd Really prefer school than staying in home if its like that lo..

haha goodfor Ashley la. She can stay at go school, do homework..

I think i missed doing homework! o.o

Haiz..

I've been wanting to say this out..

A long time ago..

Ashley..

I dont like your friend..

Jun Wei, Walson, and i dont like mark abit la..

Talk about mark first la..

Ashley dear, you.. called him coz you were afraid of being in my house.. Do you know i'm really sad to know you called mark because you dont know what to do..

I'm sorry. I know you should call him right?

Yeah. he can help you with many things, about everything i think..

Remember that day.. You said you got something to tell me.. that i-tzn told you?

Then i tell you to tell me.. Then you said, nvm la, i'll tell Mark about it. It really makes me very very sad when you say that.. But never mind.. he's the only one you can count on right?

And About Walson.. I dont know why.. I just dont like him. I'm not sure la.. hehe

Oh yeah and about Jum Wei, I tell you ah.. This fcking guy is just a fucking bitch.

When i first look at him, he was okay.. My senses told me that he would maybe be a good friend. But oh well.. Alot of things happened..

I know you dont like him too.. But..

What to do?

i dont know what to say.. Jun Wei, Its not that i hate you for no reason,I hate you ofcourse i got reason de la..

You think i hate you because you yong sui or what ar?

I really dont know what to say about Jun wei's personality..

Oh well.. Dont talk about so many sad things..

Today night, as i was talking to Ashley,

my father called and i freaking went to eat crabs..

I'm sooo sooorryyy Ashley ><

I took quite a long time i know.. ><

Oh well.. its really very bored here..

Its 3.47A.m. and i'm still up writting this Post o.o

I think you dont need to sleep la Kahlok xD

Oh blog oh blog..

Please promise me that you'll keep this a secret okay?

Dont tell anyone about what I told you ;D

This'll be our little secret (:

No one will find out about this post ^^

Nice to be back (:

Lol see this picture? Its my facebook profile picture.. Its been there for like YEARS!
Its been a year since I last posted my last post.

I've learned many things throughout the year..

Many things that includes, studies, friendship, relationships, and many more.

I think i suddenly think of reviving this blog is because of my girlfriend.. She had a blog herself, and I think its quite fun having an online diary xD (Maybe its because i'm lazy to write on a piece of paper?)

Well.. today will be the day i start to write a post after a year.. So, i think this blog is gonna be quite long o.o

So.. anybody misses me?? ( Lol.. are you insane? NO BODY even know you had a blog!)

I'm not that good in English.. So i dont really know if i got any grammatical mistakes.. Even if i do have gramatical mistakes.. Dont tell me Lol.. I think I wont even care O.O

Lets start talking about today.. Hmm.. normally i'll tell my girlfriend that my day was fine nothing happened and its a boring day playing computer.. And in fact.. thats kinda true, i dont really remember any details, So.. yea.. its not that i dont want to say its just that.. i cant really remember. ( Damn my short term memory lost) Well.. today.. hmm...was a fine day i guess, woke up around 9.40 ( wow thats LATE!) I know I know.. i sleep like a pig right! xD After that, i think i went to eat breakfast, then i went in my room and then start to play my computer. It feels like i've just played it for like an hour but i think i wasted my whole day playing computer games... ( Medabots, pokemon LOL Hope nobody sees this o.o) Around 2 something I went to watch TV and i watch till like 5 something OMG! When i go back to my room, i saw a message from Ashley! Ahh!! I said Helloo and she was like Oi! you're lucky! you should thank I-Tzn he called me so i have to stay inside the room. Wow.. I just feel like so unhappy at that time.. i dont know why la.. i just dont like it when she say it that way. But oh well, Better to forget and forgive ^^ Mann after like half an hour my internet suddenly D/C! Omg thats not good! i was like webcamming with her and she just froze like that.. Wah!!!! Sooo sad you know.. and i cant tell her wei.. After that my mum came back and cook for us. About 7.30 i went out to badminton but we were like findin the way and then my sister has tuition so we come back fetch her go tuition then go find again.. about 8 something we reach the badminton court. It was quite fun i can say xD After that, i went back home and showered.. when i go online, i see her online i was Very Happy (: I talked to her and we had a fun time talking to each other and while webcamming with her also. when it was time to go to sleep, i said something which i hope i didn't. She cant see me sleep, so i say, what can i do to make it up for it? and then she said yesh!! Then i ask her what, and she said guess!! i was guessing.. Either singing for her or kiss her and hugging her.. I'm not really sure.. So i said I dont know!! Please tell me!! Tips? I waited for like so long.. and then she keep looking at me.. I keep looking at her.. i thought she was doing something and didn't see me telling her.. then i realised its my internets' fault.. i really regretted saying what can i do to make it up for it? If i didn't say that, we bothwould just go to sleep.. and She wont be so sad.. OMG its all my fault.. I keep scolding myself.. YOU BITCH! she dont know then type more la! why wait for her.. And now she's sad... I dont want her to be sad.. I hope she can be Happy Everyday.. And Smile Always.. i love her smiles on that happy face, Whenever i see someone smile, it makes me happy. When a certain someone, or your friend, cries or have a sad face.. I'm sure.. you'll not be happy with it.. I miss my darling Ashley.. I hope to hug her and kiss her for a very very long time.. until we're both satisfied (:

And Thats all for today's post i guess ^^ Okay Bye now~ I'll see you tomorow night then..