工作。人生

最近都在想，我以后在社会里就是这样的工作吗？九点到五点就一直在公司里面做工，一点的时候吃饭休息然后就继续做工。完全没有想到会这样的。其实也不是我不喜欢这种在公司一整天的只是现在这种Internship的阶段在公司里面完全没劲，然后就会导致眼睡和骚闷。希望以后不会有这样的感觉吧。
     晚上回到家第一件事就是冲个凉，然后就吃饭，看一下戏，玩一下游戏，时间很快就到十二点了，就是要睡觉的时间。一个星期五天连续不断的过着一样的生活，这样的人生真的很无趣。每天在公司里就会想有什么游戏想玩然后回家就可以放肆地玩。但其实我错了，回到家根本就累，没时间做太多东西。现在就在想怎么我以前会那么想长大然后出外做工，在家里不就过得幸福美满的吗~

     所以我现在做了决定，以后一定要活到老，玩到老 XD 我可没那么努力。我蛮后悔怎么当初没有提早一点跟我小学朋友玩像maplestory的游戏。等我刚开始，他们已经停止了。哈哈，但是这种后悔也不算很严重~ 希望能找到一些人陪我玩，自己玩真的会很闷。


    其实我现在还在做工，呵呵。就写到这儿了~ :)

忍耐，不说，应该吗？

不知道要怎么开始呢。
我想写很久了只是那个感觉每一次都会很快的，流失。
只是今天额外听了一些比较感触的歌所以那些感觉也就来了。

不能说的秘密

时常都会把我想说的东西放在心里因为我其实是很怕讲错话还有就是很会在意别人给的眼光甚至使他们说的话，当然，前提是那个人一定是要我很在意的人。还有就是我会不知道要说些什么才好，所以很多人都会说我很安静。其实沉默对我来说是蛮普通的，但是我还是会很想跟别人沟通，尽量把我想说的话全部都说出来。

可是我就是这样的人，一直都会在想，我说了这句话过后，会有什么后果吗? 他们会对我有不同的看法吗？会开始远离我吗?  有个人跟我说过，要敢敢的把要说的话说出来，“我想听你说出你心里的话。” 想知道我到底在想什么。

很多时候我不说的原因也是因为我很在意那个人。不想说出能伤害她的话。除此之外就是那些我觉得很不能忍受的事情但是其实都是很渺小。超级渺小的。说了出来会显得我很不懂事理。所以我就养成了重要的话一定要想清楚才说，但是人们普通的对话都是瞬间的，如何有时间想清楚再说呢？再说，我一想就会认为我不理会他们。通常在这个时候我都会放弃了，还需要想吗？不需要。尽然都说了我很安静，算了吧。

我很明白，我们应该活得自在，不该去理会世人说的话，想的事。可是这些不是普通的人，而是我在意的。 （有种感觉我好像在重复）

人们说，男人，应该有话直说，不满意的事情一定要说出来，指出来。但是我的口头禅是“算了吧”。把所有不重要的事情都把他们放了。忍耐，这是忍耐的一种吧。只要不是很大件事情，就算是一件很大间的事情，只要没有伤及自身，我都可以把它们给带过。换句话说就是算了吧。

收藏在心里的话也只可以靠这些部落格和日记为我聆听。

The 100 :D

I've been watching this American TV Series since last year around December. I've never actually watched a whole lot of American Drama but to my surprise it was very enjoyable. I thoroughly enjoyed the drama and thought that it was a very nice show to watch. Let me give ya'll some good old reviews about this series. I recommend this drama to anyone who enjoys something survival, action, sci-fi ( a little ) and just people mutating into another form of "people". So the story starts with the Earth being a nuclear warfare zone and deemed dangerous for humans to live. So they all moved to the space from all different countries. Soon they joined up together and then formed the "Ark". The Ark holds only very little people and is in a dire state because of the lack of oxygen. They then send down convicted juveniles known as the 100 on the Earth to see if it was safe to live in. But the communications from the Earth to the Ark was destroyed during landing so the only way they could survive is to depend on themselves. However, they were not alone.

I guess that much is enough for a teaser. Hahaha.

Until next time! XD

生活点滴

很快的，2014年就这样过去了。现在都已經是一月十四日了。本来是想新年来个新的贴但是一直都忘了。2014年过的超快的，可能是因为比较享受吧所以一下子就过完了。可是也让我领悟了很多事。喜欢动漫的我依然喜欢着动漫，不喜欢动漫的Ta也依然不喜欢着。感觉上好像很颓废。不要紧。。多几天就可以工作了然后一定要跟Ta去旅行！！ 一定！！ :)


我也没什么要写的了。感觉很累。就这样吧~~

2015 :)

Hey. It's 2015 people haha. I guess I totally forgot about this other blog that I had :O
No worries right? I mean no one's reading it XD
I just like to write my feelings out. I don't know why.
When I feel sad, feel happy, feel angry I hope I have someone to talk to. Please, don't get me wrong. I'm not saying that I don't have someone to talk to, I have a wonderful girlfriend whose always caring and loving. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve the amount of love that she's pouring into me because I'm not giving back enough of it. I don't know what to do most of the times that it just leaves me thinking about what I should do.
I'm starting to get a little off topic here maybe.
Who cares? I'm just writing what I want to write.
You know, my father told me that I'm not putting enough heart into the family because i'm just paying all my attention to my girlfriend. When he said that, of course I did deny because I put the same amount of effort in both. But surely, if he said it out, it must be because he felt that way.
Yeah, I have to pay more attention to the family now right.

I don't know why but everytime I write in the blog. It'll be something sad or angry.

Okay so I checked out my first few posts in 2009 and 2010. Oh my god. To my surprise, my English is horrendous, the grammar and tenses are wrong but the writing style sure is the same x)
It actually took me awhile to find this blog lol. Luckily I still remembered the email that was bounded by it.

Okay. My motivation stops here XD
No more stuffs to write. TIME FOR REVISION PEEPO!