Haiz..

I don't know what to do now..

I think i made her sad again..

But i dont know why is she sad..

I'm a total failure right..

Ya..You're right..

I am..

Damn it! why dont you just go swim la!

Walao! I dont know why la.. I dont feel

like swimming,,

I just, want to be alone with her..

Together we can do lots of stuffs..

I really dont want to go swimming..

But, never mind la..

I'll go then. For her happiness (:

Today.. I think thats all.. I'm sorry, i'm not in the mood today..

I think i made her very sad.. )':

I'm so sorry my dear Ashley )':

I really agree with whats saying with the picture up there..

You may finally think that i'm just a waste of your time ><

Lol Bored~~

OMG!~ Its so bored in my house =.=

I think i'm gonna be bored to death already la!

Everyday i wake up.. Eat breakfast, lunch, com, dinner..

SO BORING!

I'd Really prefer school than staying in home if its like that lo..

haha goodfor Ashley la. She can stay at go school, do homework..

I think i missed doing homework! o.o

Haiz..

I've been wanting to say this out..

A long time ago..

Ashley..

I dont like your friend..

Jun Wei, Walson, and i dont like mark abit la..

Talk about mark first la..

Ashley dear, you.. called him coz you were afraid of being in my house.. Do you know i'm really sad to know you called mark because you dont know what to do..

I'm sorry. I know you should call him right?

Yeah. he can help you with many things, about everything i think..

Remember that day.. You said you got something to tell me.. that i-tzn told you?

Then i tell you to tell me.. Then you said, nvm la, i'll tell Mark about it. It really makes me very very sad when you say that.. But never mind.. he's the only one you can count on right?

And About Walson.. I dont know why.. I just dont like him. I'm not sure la.. hehe

Oh yeah and about Jum Wei, I tell you ah.. This fcking guy is just a fucking bitch.

When i first look at him, he was okay.. My senses told me that he would maybe be a good friend. But oh well.. Alot of things happened..

I know you dont like him too.. But..

What to do?

i dont know what to say.. Jun Wei, Its not that i hate you for no reason,I hate you ofcourse i got reason de la..

You think i hate you because you yong sui or what ar?

I really dont know what to say about Jun wei's personality..

Oh well.. Dont talk about so many sad things..

Today night, as i was talking to Ashley,

my father called and i freaking went to eat crabs..

I'm sooo sooorryyy Ashley ><

I took quite a long time i know.. ><

Oh well.. its really very bored here..

Its 3.47A.m. and i'm still up writting this Post o.o

I think you dont need to sleep la Kahlok xD

Oh blog oh blog..

Please promise me that you'll keep this a secret okay?

Dont tell anyone about what I told you ;D

This'll be our little secret (:

No one will find out about this post ^^

Nice to be back (:

Lol see this picture? Its my facebook profile picture.. Its been there for like YEARS!
Its been a year since I last posted my last post.

I've learned many things throughout the year..

Many things that includes, studies, friendship, relationships, and many more.

I think i suddenly think of reviving this blog is because of my girlfriend.. She had a blog herself, and I think its quite fun having an online diary xD (Maybe its because i'm lazy to write on a piece of paper?)

Well.. today will be the day i start to write a post after a year.. So, i think this blog is gonna be quite long o.o

So.. anybody misses me?? ( Lol.. are you insane? NO BODY even know you had a blog!)

I'm not that good in English.. So i dont really know if i got any grammatical mistakes.. Even if i do have gramatical mistakes.. Dont tell me Lol.. I think I wont even care O.O

Lets start talking about today.. Hmm.. normally i'll tell my girlfriend that my day was fine nothing happened and its a boring day playing computer.. And in fact.. thats kinda true, i dont really remember any details, So.. yea.. its not that i dont want to say its just that.. i cant really remember. ( Damn my short term memory lost) Well.. today.. hmm...was a fine day i guess, woke up around 9.40 ( wow thats LATE!) I know I know.. i sleep like a pig right! xD After that, i think i went to eat breakfast, then i went in my room and then start to play my computer. It feels like i've just played it for like an hour but i think i wasted my whole day playing computer games... ( Medabots, pokemon LOL Hope nobody sees this o.o) Around 2 something I went to watch TV and i watch till like 5 something OMG! When i go back to my room, i saw a message from Ashley! Ahh!! I said Helloo and she was like Oi! you're lucky! you should thank I-Tzn he called me so i have to stay inside the room. Wow.. I just feel like so unhappy at that time.. i dont know why la.. i just dont like it when she say it that way. But oh well, Better to forget and forgive ^^ Mann after like half an hour my internet suddenly D/C! Omg thats not good! i was like webcamming with her and she just froze like that.. Wah!!!! Sooo sad you know.. and i cant tell her wei.. After that my mum came back and cook for us. About 7.30 i went out to badminton but we were like findin the way and then my sister has tuition so we come back fetch her go tuition then go find again.. about 8 something we reach the badminton court. It was quite fun i can say xD After that, i went back home and showered.. when i go online, i see her online i was Very Happy (: I talked to her and we had a fun time talking to each other and while webcamming with her also. when it was time to go to sleep, i said something which i hope i didn't. She cant see me sleep, so i say, what can i do to make it up for it? and then she said yesh!! Then i ask her what, and she said guess!! i was guessing.. Either singing for her or kiss her and hugging her.. I'm not really sure.. So i said I dont know!! Please tell me!! Tips? I waited for like so long.. and then she keep looking at me.. I keep looking at her.. i thought she was doing something and didn't see me telling her.. then i realised its my internets' fault.. i really regretted saying what can i do to make it up for it? If i didn't say that, we bothwould just go to sleep.. and She wont be so sad.. OMG its all my fault.. I keep scolding myself.. YOU BITCH! she dont know then type more la! why wait for her.. And now she's sad... I dont want her to be sad.. I hope she can be Happy Everyday.. And Smile Always.. i love her smiles on that happy face, Whenever i see someone smile, it makes me happy. When a certain someone, or your friend, cries or have a sad face.. I'm sure.. you'll not be happy with it.. I miss my darling Ashley.. I hope to hug her and kiss her for a very very long time.. until we're both satisfied (:

And Thats all for today's post i guess ^^ Okay Bye now~ I'll see you tomorow night then..