After OMR

After PMR

Its been 4 days since i got my results hehe

I know, i know, its not a pretty scene but cant you at least consolate me?

Haiz, i know youre sad and dissapointed and angry but have you thought about how i would feel getting this type of results?

You think taht i'll be happy with it right?

I tihnk youre wrong. I already told myself i have to work hard for next year..

I just hope i can go pure science.. Sub science is not bad la maybe ><

oh well.. chat with you next time then (:

Emo day

Yo, I'm back again (:

I got my PMR results just now..

Trust me, Its not happy to get 3 A's 2B's 2C's and 1 D

That just really sucked..

Haiz.. i really need someone to talk to but i dont know who..

Am i really that failure?

I guess so

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Okay, I'm sorry, i have absolutely no mood today..

Bye for now.

21/12/10 HEHEHE

Heyy..

How long has it been since i write my last post?

Hmm.. I think a few days maybe xD

Oh well, My girlfriend came back last midnight hehe

And she came back half an hour after i slept LOL

Do you think i should be awake when she comes back?

Lol Yeah Why not? You can sms her more wut o.o

Hehe yeah i want to sms her more I WANT to see her more

But i think.. We wont have any chance this year..

Its gonna be 2011 in a few days you know..

And!!!

My results are gonna be out on THURSDAY!!! (23/12/10) Weee~~~

Hehe.. I hope i can get good grades though,

Although i dont have much faith in my sejarah, geografi, bm and chinese..

But i hope.. I can get A, Or maybe a B?

Please o please.. I dont want to dissapoint my girlfriend,

Well, You see, my girlfriend wants to prove to her mum

That i have good grades.. and well ofcourse i want to have good grades la..

I just dont have much confidence laaa ><

Well.. Let me tell you something, But dont tell anyone else kay? (:

okay.. Last year, or is it this year? i think it was last year la..

When i heard that she said if i dont get good grades for PMR she'll leave me..

My heart is like cracked into a million pieces.

I always thought that if you love that special someone, you have to accept everything about him/her

But well, I learnt something from her, is that you have to prove to yourself you can do it and you can take care of that special someone in the future

Cause, If i have good results in PMR i can get a higher oppotunity at getting a higher possitioned job?

Haizz.. Up till now.. My mind isjust thinking about living a simple life, you know? like umm living in a small house and then have chickens, farm, cows.. HAHA my mind is quite simple dont you think? Yeah.. what a simple minded person i am..

I have to get a better job! Get more money to give my darling a better life!

Yeahh, thats right..

Oh yeah, Today, i saw my gf right.. She post in fb say that JunWei didn't answer her calls

I am quite very sad that she calls junwei you know.. In skype? Thats why i dont like skype la..

Skype.. You are really starting to get my nerves on..

You know what, I really shouldn't be that sad, Dont have to be jealous over that right?

Yeah, I should be aware that she's only mine and always gonna be mine (:

Well i really hope, That you can always be mine Ashley..

I really dont want a day to come when you'll leave me and go to another boy. )':

Ohhh Pssht <<>

I really hate it when she says that, you know why? Thats because JunWei also use Pssht and then you know.. Their facebook profile picture is also the same..

That just makes me abit sad and angry ><

Oh i really hope ashley doesn't sees this..

If she does, I dont even want to imagine what she would do with me ><

Well, I tihnk she's not gonna do anything.. HAIZ!

Last year, i knew one guy called robert or something

He, sent me messages telling me to leave ashley and then well ashley knew about it slowly..

And i copied and paste what he sent to her and she showed me a heart-breaking reaction though..

I thought... You know.. She would like say AHH or WAhhhh or GRRRRR but well she didn't do anything but i knew she did something secretly, thats why robert didn't send me any messages anymore..

Wow, this must be the longest blog i've typed so far XD

And my stomoch Hurts right know so i'd best be on my way to the toilet! xD

You know, after writting this out, I feel very comfortable (:

Thank you blog ^^

Bye for now!

And all those people who even saw this

I WONDER HOW YOU KNOW ABOUT THIS!?

Please leave a comment if you ever seen this (:

bye~ <3

Haiz..

Today was actually quite a nice day..

Untill it reached night time?

Haiz...

I was actually very tired but decided today i must sing a song for my darling ;D

Then when we were talking

she asked me a maths question..

I thought i can answer all

oh well, i'm weaker than a standard 4 i suppose ):

She's really tired i think hehe xD

Oh welll.. Today was quite fun i got to fly a kite xD

I feel quite sad today partly its because i'm more stupid than a standard 4? ):

Hehe

I missed you my darling Ashley (:

I hope i can kiss you soon hehe ;D