I've been enduring( well, its not really like enduring but whatever) like 1 month of exams and believe me, those of you who hasn't taken your exams yet. It will be quite stressful but I must say that I am not really stressed out. In fact, I am rather relaxed and calm. Strange isn't it? How my form 5, SPM starts without a warning and suddenly goes to an end. Everything just went by so fast I didn't even realised. Some people might say that the exam was hard but maybe for a person like me, who hasn't study much, it wasn't that much of a challenge. Well, the exam was pretty easy if you ask me, although i do have some difficulties in answering the chinese, chemistry and biology paper.
Hmm when i say life starts over, it really meant that i can finally take another big step into the society and become part of it. Start going to colleges, driving around town and also hanging around with friends without having my parents to fetch me around. Isn't it just great? :) Hmm lets see, I am still wondering about which college I should go to and stuffs like that. Its really quite a hassle and quite troublesome but I would like to choose a kind of college that is easy-going, of course the education there must be good too. I heard from my relatives that it doesn't matter where you study, its just the price. Hmm i wonder ._.
There is still one last thing that i wish to say, that is, about today, 6th of December 2012. I finally proposed to the girl I liked. To my surprise, she wasn't all that scared and awkward which is also kinda of a good thing because then we could talk some more. She said that she's going to give me an answer on the 12th of December. Well that would make 12/12/12. I really hope something nice will happen that day :) I want you to know, that I'm in love with you and I will be REALLY happy if you accept me :) But if you were to refuse, I'm afraid I can't do a thing because there is a limit to how much can be done to make your other partner accept you. 勉强没有幸福. It meant you will not get happiness if you were to force someone for it. She asked me a question. A question that became so normal to me 2 years ago. She said " Why do you like me?" I stunned for a second there and replied " There is no need for me to have a reason to like you. If I were to have a reason to like you, then what if that "reason" is found on some other girls? Does it means that I'll like them too? So yeah, thats why i dont have a reason to like you." I don't know if i made the right choice or not but this is the choice that I have made and I will not regret it. That is my way of life, never regret anything you've done before. Never. Some people might think of me as stubborn but I'd say that its something called "become yourself". Hmm, she told me that too ><. Become myself eh? I don't think that would be hard but I do hope I can be myself.
Okay... That was LOOOONNGGGG. Guess it's time to say goodbye. Don't worry too much though, I will write soon to convey my feelings when i feel like it!
