这两天去了大学举办的一个营，在山上的时候跟不少的朋友认识了，也建立了不少的记忆。刚钢三个小时前才回到家，需要搞好一些事情然后现在有了几个小时，当我开面书划过的时候看到了一些熟悉的面孔。看到很多我很多年都没有联络的朋友，他们的面孔都完全变了，不像是我曾经认识的ta们。又让我想起，以后还有机会再见面吗? 可能见面的时候已经不知都要说什么了。可能人生就是如此吧，就如天下没有不散的筵席。不知不觉在听着周杰伦的“夜曲”觉得很感触。好啦，不可以再说这些了。
前两天刚刚把这个学期的课读完了，但是过两个星期就要开始秋季的学期了。虽然我是蛮期待接下来的学期啦，但是给我多一点时间休息嘛 >< 看来我要开始追动漫了，动漫还是唯一一个我不会厌倦的爱好，希望我以后当人爸爸的时候我还是喜欢看动漫吧。哈哈哈，机率很低呢！
好了，今天就到这了。 :)
Tuesday 9 August 2016
Monday 1 August 2016
Rant: On the Receiving End
I've been wanting to write a blog for the past few months but always forgot to do so. So here goes. It's going to be almost a year since I've come here in the States and to be honest, I have some urge of coming back to Malaysia. Every time I see my friends having fun and I'm not there to join them just makes me sad and question myself, "Why am I not there."? Every time they ask me when am I coming back? - my answer to them is I don't know. I might have to stay here longer than I originally thought it would be but I never regretted my decision to be here in the first place. I'm lucky and blessed that my family is able to support me and sponsor me to study in a university, let alone coming to the states. It just makes me frustrated that I can't join my friends for all the activities that they're having and to know that that might be the last time that we will be able to gather as a whole group really saddens me because once we enter our adulthood, I can be certain that it will be a lot harder to gather up. The second part is that I know that you are sad that I'm not able to be by your side when you need me but it's almost worse for me, to be here in my room without anyone to talk to. The best thing I can do is to sleep and forget about it. It's tough for me but I have to be as though I'm fine with it and that it's all good for me. Another thing is I hate that you're using the word "duh" sometimes. Why do you think I ask some things? I like to confirm things with people and sometimes it's just plain because I don't know the answer to my question. Damn it. Fuck myself.
Now that that's out of my mind, a few more days and I'll have to move to another apartment and I have not thought of who can help me to move. I am in other words - screwed. Well I'm sure I'll figure something out.
I'm tired. That's all for today. Hope I can remember to post another one next week or so haha.
Now that that's out of my mind, a few more days and I'll have to move to another apartment and I have not thought of who can help me to move. I am in other words - screwed. Well I'm sure I'll figure something out.
I'm tired. That's all for today. Hope I can remember to post another one next week or so haha.
Tuesday 12 April 2016
新朋友
上个月本来想发个新文章，但是时间一天一天地过了，我也慢慢的忘了要写一些东西。所以现在补回一些~
这几天，忽然间认识了三个马来西亚的华人。很庆幸可以在这里也有朋友可以一起谈天。不可以否认，我是有点牵挂在马来西亚和朋友一起相聚的日子。在马来西亚，我应该不会去这种地方吧，但是在这里没有mamak。想要找个地方坐下来喝茶都不能，就只好来到了星巴克。这里的店面很早就收档了，所以很难找夜生活。现在是晚上十点，我在这里跟两个朋友喝茶。
我这几个朋友都很有个性，有种感觉我应该会被他们拉走。我是个没什么个性的人， 大多数的东西都很随便。只要我可以做的事情我都会做吧。我来到美国的其中一个原因是因为我要有我只记得一个个性，不要被其他朋友的意见香水一样被冲走。一直我都很困扰，到底我这种随便的个性可以在这个社会里生存吗? 好了。这些事就说到这里。
现在要说我最近在看的动漫，就是 獣の奏者 (Kemono No Souja Erin)
有看新的动漫再发新文章吧！
这几天，忽然间认识了三个马来西亚的华人。很庆幸可以在这里也有朋友可以一起谈天。不可以否认，我是有点牵挂在马来西亚和朋友一起相聚的日子。在马来西亚，我应该不会去这种地方吧，但是在这里没有mamak。想要找个地方坐下来喝茶都不能，就只好来到了星巴克。这里的店面很早就收档了，所以很难找夜生活。现在是晚上十点，我在这里跟两个朋友喝茶。
我这几个朋友都很有个性，有种感觉我应该会被他们拉走。我是个没什么个性的人， 大多数的东西都很随便。只要我可以做的事情我都会做吧。我来到美国的其中一个原因是因为我要有我只记得一个个性，不要被其他朋友的意见香水一样被冲走。一直我都很困扰，到底我这种随便的个性可以在这个社会里生存吗? 好了。这些事就说到这里。
现在要说我最近在看的动漫，就是 獣の奏者 (Kemono No Souja Erin)
这个动漫很动人，看了过后我的心情会很平静，还会有点忧伤的感觉。这个故事讲诉着人与兽的故事，一个小女孩如何在没有人都能够驯服的魔兽，用自己的心和努力把它们的心融化了。（9/10）
还有另一个刚刚看完的运动动漫， 鑽石王牌 (Diamond no Ace)
这个是棒球的动漫，是我第一次看棒球的动漫，感觉很不错。以为我会不喜欢但是看看下，觉得蛮好看的。虽然有很多棒球的规则都不懂，可是还可以享受。我打的分数大概是（7.5/10） 吧。
Monday 15 February 2016
那些年的歌
现在是凌晨两点，他们说在晚上到半夜的这一段时间其实是我们人最容易感触的时候；所以这段时间就是可以跟你的朋友们谈心声的最佳时刻。但是我没什么可以聊心声的朋友，可能有但是都没有去接触吧。说到朋友，在我小学和中学时代有很多很要好的朋友。小学的朋友都应该是完全断了关系吧，中学的朋友到现在比较要好，但是可以感觉到，多五年，多十年，就会失去很多朋友的联络吧。有点后悔没有多努力点去坚持我们的关系，尤其是这段时间当我不在马来西亚，不知道当我回去的时候还有机会吗？
为什么我会突然时间谈到朋友，和我们以前的时候呢? 一半的理由其实是因为我看了一些很感动的动漫，一般是因为我突然间很想听以前10年前的歌。虽说是10年前好像有点久，但是其实就是2006而已，那年的我应该是11岁吧。11岁好像很小，但是我现在看会过去，其实我已经在听着很多歌。我是个很喜欢唱歌的人，很喜欢给别人一个印象 ，“嘿!我唱歌蛮好听哦！”。呵呵，那只是我自己认为而已啦，我知道我没有很厉害，但是我知道自己不属于五音不全的人！
还记得当年我们都在蓝牙的时代，当我们听到朋友的手机里有很好听的歌，一定要在那时问他们拿因为不是每天我们都能看到对方拿着手机。
还记得我第一次到KTV唱歌是多么开心的事，一开始很害羞不知道应不应该唱呢？很怕会丢脸，会被同学们笑，但是当我看到没有人唱，我好像开始唱了（不是很记得）。现在的我，还是会在KTV点一些很老很老的歌，我对我认识这些老歌的评价是很好哈哈，毕竟我觉得老歌比较有味道。歌手包括任贤齐，张学友，萧敬腾，周华健，张雨生，Beyond之类的。呵呵，我很老吧。
还记得我四年级到六年级参加了唱歌的社团（不知道它真正的名字叫什么），在哪里认识了很多朋友，可以唱歌。
还记得我小学最开心，最深刻的记忆就是当我们六年级的时候，表演带动唱的时候！到现在我有时候都会去听我们的歌，Tank 的《街头霸王》。还蛮喜欢这首歌的，我觉得原因是因为我们当时一天听了几十次吧。（很难不喜欢哈哈）
还记得当年暗恋的人，暗恋了一年多，毕业了还是没办法告诉她。到现在她都应该永远不会知道吧，就让它成为我小学的苦甜回忆吧。
还有很多很美好的回忆，很多人都说很想在度过小学，中学时代。对我来说已经足够了，曾经有过的回忆，就让它成为回忆吧。很开心我有过一个很美好的童年。
好了，今天就到此为止了。好像还有很多要说的但是留给下一次吧。
为什么我会突然时间谈到朋友，和我们以前的时候呢? 一半的理由其实是因为我看了一些很感动的动漫，一般是因为我突然间很想听以前10年前的歌。虽说是10年前好像有点久，但是其实就是2006而已，那年的我应该是11岁吧。11岁好像很小，但是我现在看会过去，其实我已经在听着很多歌。我是个很喜欢唱歌的人，很喜欢给别人一个印象 ，“嘿!我唱歌蛮好听哦！”。呵呵，那只是我自己认为而已啦，我知道我没有很厉害，但是我知道自己不属于五音不全的人！
还记得当年我们都在蓝牙的时代，当我们听到朋友的手机里有很好听的歌，一定要在那时问他们拿因为不是每天我们都能看到对方拿着手机。
还记得我第一次到KTV唱歌是多么开心的事，一开始很害羞不知道应不应该唱呢？很怕会丢脸，会被同学们笑，但是当我看到没有人唱，我好像开始唱了（不是很记得）。现在的我，还是会在KTV点一些很老很老的歌，我对我认识这些老歌的评价是很好哈哈，毕竟我觉得老歌比较有味道。歌手包括任贤齐，张学友，萧敬腾，周华健，张雨生，Beyond之类的。呵呵，我很老吧。
还记得我四年级到六年级参加了唱歌的社团（不知道它真正的名字叫什么），在哪里认识了很多朋友，可以唱歌。
还记得我小学最开心，最深刻的记忆就是当我们六年级的时候，表演带动唱的时候！到现在我有时候都会去听我们的歌，Tank 的《街头霸王》。还蛮喜欢这首歌的，我觉得原因是因为我们当时一天听了几十次吧。（很难不喜欢哈哈）
还记得当年暗恋的人，暗恋了一年多，毕业了还是没办法告诉她。到现在她都应该永远不会知道吧，就让它成为我小学的苦甜回忆吧。
还有很多很美好的回忆，很多人都说很想在度过小学，中学时代。对我来说已经足够了，曾经有过的回忆，就让它成为回忆吧。很开心我有过一个很美好的童年。
好了，今天就到此为止了。好像还有很多要说的但是留给下一次吧。
Sunday 24 January 2016
Classes and stuff
So one week of classes have passed and it's currently a Saturday. Although I had Monday off because of a public holiday (Martin Luther King Jr. Day), but the week still seemed long and busy. It was tough getting through the few days. I planned my classes a little later than last semester, typically they start at 10am, some days at 12pm compared to last semester which all my classes starts at 8am. I feel like I'll have more of a breather with a schedule like this.
Let's start with something, so I got into all the classes that I wanted. I'm taking around 5 subjects this semester, although it sounds like a lot and it probably is. I feel that I would be able to handle it, well with the Computer Science subjects and how hard it is for a first class, I hope I would be able to get through it safely. I am actually aiming for As for all my classes, I don't know if I can do it or not. But you know what they say, you gotta have a goal first if you want to succeed. So let's hope it works.
The reason that I'm typing in English is actually because I want to start practicing, I'm currently in a subject called English Composition and although my English isn't that bad but I still want to practice it as much as I can and hopefully skip all the errors and mistakes. Maybe not skipping them but more of a getting better and kind of thing. I just want to start typing in English and get better at my composition and essay writing.
Okay, so let's get on with the rest of my week. It was pretty cool and busy, I had to buy new books which are expensive as hell. I still need to buy like 2 more books (oh god why). The plaza of my university isn't as crowded as I thought it would be actually, it was actually pretty chill and there were like no booths there. A little bit different from my first semester but oh well. Hmm let's see what else, I was able to get into a a service for the university which is called Ramride. So basically there's like three positions, driver, navigator and dispatcher. I was working as a navigator that night at oh my I did not expect it would get till so late. I worked till around 3am and got back to my apartment around 3.30a.m. It was a rough night and the next morning I had a 10a.m. class all the way to 3p.m. which is tiring. But I survived, luckily thanks to my ability to sustain for long hours. haha.
Yeah, so I just came back from an early Chinese New Year celebration. I had a pretty fun time and it was really lucky to be able to eat all kinds of foods, like dumplings, barbecue pork and other forms of pork; it was really delicious. We had all kinds of talent shows and while it was embarrassing, I felt that I got close to some friends.
Okay, I guess that's all for today. My fingers are getting tired; nah I'm just kidding, I just ran out of things to say. Alright, I'll post again another time! Have an awesome rest of the weekend guys!
Let's start with something, so I got into all the classes that I wanted. I'm taking around 5 subjects this semester, although it sounds like a lot and it probably is. I feel that I would be able to handle it, well with the Computer Science subjects and how hard it is for a first class, I hope I would be able to get through it safely. I am actually aiming for As for all my classes, I don't know if I can do it or not. But you know what they say, you gotta have a goal first if you want to succeed. So let's hope it works.
The reason that I'm typing in English is actually because I want to start practicing, I'm currently in a subject called English Composition and although my English isn't that bad but I still want to practice it as much as I can and hopefully skip all the errors and mistakes. Maybe not skipping them but more of a getting better and kind of thing. I just want to start typing in English and get better at my composition and essay writing.
Okay, so let's get on with the rest of my week. It was pretty cool and busy, I had to buy new books which are expensive as hell. I still need to buy like 2 more books (oh god why). The plaza of my university isn't as crowded as I thought it would be actually, it was actually pretty chill and there were like no booths there. A little bit different from my first semester but oh well. Hmm let's see what else, I was able to get into a a service for the university which is called Ramride. So basically there's like three positions, driver, navigator and dispatcher. I was working as a navigator that night at oh my I did not expect it would get till so late. I worked till around 3am and got back to my apartment around 3.30a.m. It was a rough night and the next morning I had a 10a.m. class all the way to 3p.m. which is tiring. But I survived, luckily thanks to my ability to sustain for long hours. haha.
Yeah, so I just came back from an early Chinese New Year celebration. I had a pretty fun time and it was really lucky to be able to eat all kinds of foods, like dumplings, barbecue pork and other forms of pork; it was really delicious. We had all kinds of talent shows and while it was embarrassing, I felt that I got close to some friends.
Okay, I guess that's all for today. My fingers are getting tired; nah I'm just kidding, I just ran out of things to say. Alright, I'll post again another time! Have an awesome rest of the weekend guys!
Saturday 16 January 2016
开学了！
再过两天就要开学了，这几个星期觉得超无聊的。好浪费时间啊！成天到晚都在看动漫和玩游戏。我做了个决定就是下个学期开始就不要再玩Dota了，把时间都专注在学业上。不知道我能不能做得到。我会尽力把我的时间安排到更好！虽然说我会停止玩游戏但是我应该不会停止看动漫，呵呵。
这个学期真的比较担心，我还有一颗subject需要等我学校的administration来放我进去。所以这几天都很担心，不知道我能不能进到。如果我进不到的话，我的学业又要再延迟了！ T_T
好了，希望一切都会没事吧！
就这样了。
这个学期真的比较担心，我还有一颗subject需要等我学校的administration来放我进去。所以这几天都很担心，不知道我能不能进到。如果我进不到的话，我的学业又要再延迟了！ T_T
好了，希望一切都会没事吧！
就这样了。
Tuesday 5 January 2016
Review: Akagami No Shirayukihime
This is an anime that I almost overlook but luckily I found it through a video when someone was introducing anime. This was one of the best romance anime series I've watched, I certainly recommend and encourage people who like romance series to watch this! This is story about a prince and a normal herbalist girl. Their love story and character development is amazing as the story goes on. I'm not really a professional reviewer to describe the story to you guys but I really enjoyed this anime. I'm really hyped for the second season coming out this winter!
Thanks for reading!
Sunday 3 January 2016
New Year, New Resolution?
Happy 2016!
Heyy, looks like I'm late a day haha.
It's been a long time since I've written here.
不知不觉就2016了。
They say that we should have new year resolutions well because, it's a new year. (duhh?)
Let's see. I can safely say that I have not yet completed my previous years' resolutions, take 2015 for example. I havn't been able to complete the resolutions that I have set for myself, from the ones that I can remember are having a fit body, be more hardworking and studious, save up more money, be able to talk more and other bullshits.
You know what, I decided not to have a resolution this year because it's all total bullshit that I probably will not be able to accomplish anyways.
Hmm, let's wrap up the year with highlights that happened in 2015.
Let's start from the beginning of the year, in January I officially graduated with a diploma in Computer Science at Asia Pacific University. After that in February, I started working as a technical assistant/web developer well whatever you call it for an internship. It was actually pretty stupid I must say. I get shit pay like RM600 which is like almost 150USD. That's like half of my monthly pocket money here in the states. (We'll get there soon enough) While I probably can get a better job with almost 1kRM. I would probably be able to save more money that way. Okay so as I was saying, I worked as an intern for almost 6 months, although the pay was shit but the experience I have there and the things I've learned there are irreplaceble. The people I met there are undoubtedly amazing and unique people. These 6 months seem long but then short at the same time because now that I look back on it, they pass by as such a speed that I didn't even realize.
After that comes my august Australia trip. One of the most memorable trips I've had with my girlfriend. ^_^ There are a ton of memorable and pleasant memories concerning the trip. However, the trip seemed so short as it was very enjoyable. After the trip, I immediately packed up my luggage again and to get ready to head to The States in order to pursue my studies in Computer Science. So here I am in the States just finished the first semester of my studies.
I guess that's all for the update on 2015.
Let's all get ready with 2016.
Well, once again, Happy New Year 2016 everyone! Enjoy your year and hope that you guys will have a wonderful year!
Heyy, looks like I'm late a day haha.
It's been a long time since I've written here.
不知不觉就2016了。
They say that we should have new year resolutions well because, it's a new year. (duhh?)
Let's see. I can safely say that I have not yet completed my previous years' resolutions, take 2015 for example. I havn't been able to complete the resolutions that I have set for myself, from the ones that I can remember are having a fit body, be more hardworking and studious, save up more money, be able to talk more and other bullshits.
You know what, I decided not to have a resolution this year because it's all total bullshit that I probably will not be able to accomplish anyways.
Hmm, let's wrap up the year with highlights that happened in 2015.
Let's start from the beginning of the year, in January I officially graduated with a diploma in Computer Science at Asia Pacific University. After that in February, I started working as a technical assistant/web developer well whatever you call it for an internship. It was actually pretty stupid I must say. I get shit pay like RM600 which is like almost 150USD. That's like half of my monthly pocket money here in the states. (We'll get there soon enough) While I probably can get a better job with almost 1kRM. I would probably be able to save more money that way. Okay so as I was saying, I worked as an intern for almost 6 months, although the pay was shit but the experience I have there and the things I've learned there are irreplaceble. The people I met there are undoubtedly amazing and unique people. These 6 months seem long but then short at the same time because now that I look back on it, they pass by as such a speed that I didn't even realize.
After that comes my august Australia trip. One of the most memorable trips I've had with my girlfriend. ^_^ There are a ton of memorable and pleasant memories concerning the trip. However, the trip seemed so short as it was very enjoyable. After the trip, I immediately packed up my luggage again and to get ready to head to The States in order to pursue my studies in Computer Science. So here I am in the States just finished the first semester of my studies.
I guess that's all for the update on 2015.
Let's all get ready with 2016.
Well, once again, Happy New Year 2016 everyone! Enjoy your year and hope that you guys will have a wonderful year!