Well, I know I rarely come to my blog and write on my blog now. I recently just remembered that i still had a blog haha. x)
I just want to rant a little here since i can't really do it in social media sites because people would see it easily and well it wouldn't be that good for my friends to see it. I realise that when i talk, I like to sugar coat things. I feel that it makes life easier and most importantly, it keeps trouble away. When you speak out what you want to say to the public, not everyone accepts your comment; not everyone likes what you say; not everyone agrees to what you agree to.
I just want to tell a particular friend that, being straightforward is not a bad thing at all actually. Yeah it really isn't. But sometimes people will get frustrated and that's when you have to shut your mouth and just go with the flow. I know, I am a passive person. I don't like troubles and i sincerely hope that my life will go on like that with no impact at all. At least that's what I was thinking for like the past 17 years of my life.
Upon entering college, something changed. Something inside of me wants the something to happen. Being the boring old me is not going to make the world a better place. Heck. It wouldn't even make MY world a happy place. It will just be boring and dull. Having a cheerful and delightful girlfriend has always been a privilege for me since last year. I can feel my boring, "otaku-ish" life being turned into a colourful and bright life. I really owe a whole lot to my girlfriend.
I really really need to get my back up straight and start working hard towards a goal. Many people say goals are what that drives people. They make people do stuffs when they're tired and they make people want to continue doing it. So firstly i should have a goal right? But before that. I took a glimpse at my old post and it was something about my new years resolution. HMMM. Nope. I did not fulfil the requirements of my new years resolution. Oh damn i feel so frustrated about myself. Laziness and the feeling of want to do NOTHING always overcomes me and i often find myself immerse in gaming, otherwise in anime series. But i really have to get to study now. I just hope after I wrote all this, it could motivate me in studying more for my upcoming future, United States eh? it's a distance for me and it really really feels like it will be hard for me to reach it but nevertheless i will still strive to be a better man. Peace out.
