现在是凌晨两点，他们说在晚上到半夜的这一段时间其实是我们人最容易感触的时候；所以这段时间就是可以跟你的朋友们谈心声的最佳时刻。但是我没什么可以聊心声的朋友，可能有但是都没有去接触吧。说到朋友，在我小学和中学时代有很多很要好的朋友。小学的朋友都应该是完全断了关系吧，中学的朋友到现在比较要好，但是可以感觉到，多五年，多十年，就会失去很多朋友的联络吧。有点后悔没有多努力点去坚持我们的关系，尤其是这段时间当我不在马来西亚，不知道当我回去的时候还有机会吗？
为什么我会突然时间谈到朋友，和我们以前的时候呢? 一半的理由其实是因为我看了一些很感动的动漫，一般是因为我突然间很想听以前10年前的歌。虽说是10年前好像有点久，但是其实就是2006而已，那年的我应该是11岁吧。11岁好像很小，但是我现在看会过去，其实我已经在听着很多歌。我是个很喜欢唱歌的人，很喜欢给别人一个印象 ，“嘿!我唱歌蛮好听哦！”。呵呵，那只是我自己认为而已啦，我知道我没有很厉害，但是我知道自己不属于五音不全的人！
还记得当年我们都在蓝牙的时代，当我们听到朋友的手机里有很好听的歌，一定要在那时问他们拿因为不是每天我们都能看到对方拿着手机。
还记得我第一次到KTV唱歌是多么开心的事，一开始很害羞不知道应不应该唱呢？很怕会丢脸，会被同学们笑，但是当我看到没有人唱，我好像开始唱了（不是很记得）。现在的我，还是会在KTV点一些很老很老的歌，我对我认识这些老歌的评价是很好哈哈，毕竟我觉得老歌比较有味道。歌手包括任贤齐，张学友，萧敬腾，周华健，张雨生，Beyond之类的。呵呵，我很老吧。
还记得我四年级到六年级参加了唱歌的社团（不知道它真正的名字叫什么），在哪里认识了很多朋友，可以唱歌。
还记得我小学最开心，最深刻的记忆就是当我们六年级的时候，表演带动唱的时候！到现在我有时候都会去听我们的歌，Tank 的《街头霸王》。还蛮喜欢这首歌的，我觉得原因是因为我们当时一天听了几十次吧。（很难不喜欢哈哈）
还记得当年暗恋的人，暗恋了一年多，毕业了还是没办法告诉她。到现在她都应该永远不会知道吧，就让它成为我小学的苦甜回忆吧。
还有很多很美好的回忆，很多人都说很想在度过小学，中学时代。对我来说已经足够了，曾经有过的回忆，就让它成为回忆吧。很开心我有过一个很美好的童年。
好了，今天就到此为止了。好像还有很多要说的但是留给下一次吧。
Monday, 15 February 2016
Sunday, 24 January 2016
Classes and stuff
So one week of classes have passed and it's currently a Saturday. Although I had Monday off because of a public holiday (Martin Luther King Jr. Day), but the week still seemed long and busy. It was tough getting through the few days. I planned my classes a little later than last semester, typically they start at 10am, some days at 12pm compared to last semester which all my classes starts at 8am. I feel like I'll have more of a breather with a schedule like this.
Let's start with something, so I got into all the classes that I wanted. I'm taking around 5 subjects this semester, although it sounds like a lot and it probably is. I feel that I would be able to handle it, well with the Computer Science subjects and how hard it is for a first class, I hope I would be able to get through it safely. I am actually aiming for As for all my classes, I don't know if I can do it or not. But you know what they say, you gotta have a goal first if you want to succeed. So let's hope it works.
The reason that I'm typing in English is actually because I want to start practicing, I'm currently in a subject called English Composition and although my English isn't that bad but I still want to practice it as much as I can and hopefully skip all the errors and mistakes. Maybe not skipping them but more of a getting better and kind of thing. I just want to start typing in English and get better at my composition and essay writing.
Okay, so let's get on with the rest of my week. It was pretty cool and busy, I had to buy new books which are expensive as hell. I still need to buy like 2 more books (oh god why). The plaza of my university isn't as crowded as I thought it would be actually, it was actually pretty chill and there were like no booths there. A little bit different from my first semester but oh well. Hmm let's see what else, I was able to get into a a service for the university which is called Ramride. So basically there's like three positions, driver, navigator and dispatcher. I was working as a navigator that night at oh my I did not expect it would get till so late. I worked till around 3am and got back to my apartment around 3.30a.m. It was a rough night and the next morning I had a 10a.m. class all the way to 3p.m. which is tiring. But I survived, luckily thanks to my ability to sustain for long hours. haha.
Yeah, so I just came back from an early Chinese New Year celebration. I had a pretty fun time and it was really lucky to be able to eat all kinds of foods, like dumplings, barbecue pork and other forms of pork; it was really delicious. We had all kinds of talent shows and while it was embarrassing, I felt that I got close to some friends.
Okay, I guess that's all for today. My fingers are getting tired; nah I'm just kidding, I just ran out of things to say. Alright, I'll post again another time! Have an awesome rest of the weekend guys!
Let's start with something, so I got into all the classes that I wanted. I'm taking around 5 subjects this semester, although it sounds like a lot and it probably is. I feel that I would be able to handle it, well with the Computer Science subjects and how hard it is for a first class, I hope I would be able to get through it safely. I am actually aiming for As for all my classes, I don't know if I can do it or not. But you know what they say, you gotta have a goal first if you want to succeed. So let's hope it works.
The reason that I'm typing in English is actually because I want to start practicing, I'm currently in a subject called English Composition and although my English isn't that bad but I still want to practice it as much as I can and hopefully skip all the errors and mistakes. Maybe not skipping them but more of a getting better and kind of thing. I just want to start typing in English and get better at my composition and essay writing.
Okay, so let's get on with the rest of my week. It was pretty cool and busy, I had to buy new books which are expensive as hell. I still need to buy like 2 more books (oh god why). The plaza of my university isn't as crowded as I thought it would be actually, it was actually pretty chill and there were like no booths there. A little bit different from my first semester but oh well. Hmm let's see what else, I was able to get into a a service for the university which is called Ramride. So basically there's like three positions, driver, navigator and dispatcher. I was working as a navigator that night at oh my I did not expect it would get till so late. I worked till around 3am and got back to my apartment around 3.30a.m. It was a rough night and the next morning I had a 10a.m. class all the way to 3p.m. which is tiring. But I survived, luckily thanks to my ability to sustain for long hours. haha.
Yeah, so I just came back from an early Chinese New Year celebration. I had a pretty fun time and it was really lucky to be able to eat all kinds of foods, like dumplings, barbecue pork and other forms of pork; it was really delicious. We had all kinds of talent shows and while it was embarrassing, I felt that I got close to some friends.
Okay, I guess that's all for today. My fingers are getting tired; nah I'm just kidding, I just ran out of things to say. Alright, I'll post again another time! Have an awesome rest of the weekend guys!
Saturday, 16 January 2016
开学了！
再过两天就要开学了，这几个星期觉得超无聊的。好浪费时间啊！成天到晚都在看动漫和玩游戏。我做了个决定就是下个学期开始就不要再玩Dota了，把时间都专注在学业上。不知道我能不能做得到。我会尽力把我的时间安排到更好！虽然说我会停止玩游戏但是我应该不会停止看动漫，呵呵。
这个学期真的比较担心，我还有一颗subject需要等我学校的administration来放我进去。所以这几天都很担心，不知道我能不能进到。如果我进不到的话，我的学业又要再延迟了！ T_T
好了，希望一切都会没事吧！
就这样了。
这个学期真的比较担心，我还有一颗subject需要等我学校的administration来放我进去。所以这几天都很担心，不知道我能不能进到。如果我进不到的话，我的学业又要再延迟了！ T_T
好了，希望一切都会没事吧！
就这样了。
Tuesday, 5 January 2016
Review: Akagami No Shirayukihime
This is an anime that I almost overlook but luckily I found it through a video when someone was introducing anime. This was one of the best romance anime series I've watched, I certainly recommend and encourage people who like romance series to watch this! This is story about a prince and a normal herbalist girl. Their love story and character development is amazing as the story goes on. I'm not really a professional reviewer to describe the story to you guys but I really enjoyed this anime. I'm really hyped for the second season coming out this winter!
Thanks for reading!
Sunday, 3 January 2016
New Year, New Resolution?
Happy 2016!
Heyy, looks like I'm late a day haha.
It's been a long time since I've written here.
不知不觉就2016了。
They say that we should have new year resolutions well because, it's a new year. (duhh?)
Let's see. I can safely say that I have not yet completed my previous years' resolutions, take 2015 for example. I havn't been able to complete the resolutions that I have set for myself, from the ones that I can remember are having a fit body, be more hardworking and studious, save up more money, be able to talk more and other bullshits.
You know what, I decided not to have a resolution this year because it's all total bullshit that I probably will not be able to accomplish anyways.
Hmm, let's wrap up the year with highlights that happened in 2015.
Let's start from the beginning of the year, in January I officially graduated with a diploma in Computer Science at Asia Pacific University. After that in February, I started working as a technical assistant/web developer well whatever you call it for an internship. It was actually pretty stupid I must say. I get shit pay like RM600 which is like almost 150USD. That's like half of my monthly pocket money here in the states. (We'll get there soon enough) While I probably can get a better job with almost 1kRM. I would probably be able to save more money that way. Okay so as I was saying, I worked as an intern for almost 6 months, although the pay was shit but the experience I have there and the things I've learned there are irreplaceble. The people I met there are undoubtedly amazing and unique people. These 6 months seem long but then short at the same time because now that I look back on it, they pass by as such a speed that I didn't even realize.
After that comes my august Australia trip. One of the most memorable trips I've had with my girlfriend. ^_^ There are a ton of memorable and pleasant memories concerning the trip. However, the trip seemed so short as it was very enjoyable. After the trip, I immediately packed up my luggage again and to get ready to head to The States in order to pursue my studies in Computer Science. So here I am in the States just finished the first semester of my studies.
I guess that's all for the update on 2015.
Let's all get ready with 2016.
Well, once again, Happy New Year 2016 everyone! Enjoy your year and hope that you guys will have a wonderful year!
Heyy, looks like I'm late a day haha.
It's been a long time since I've written here.
不知不觉就2016了。
They say that we should have new year resolutions well because, it's a new year. (duhh?)
Let's see. I can safely say that I have not yet completed my previous years' resolutions, take 2015 for example. I havn't been able to complete the resolutions that I have set for myself, from the ones that I can remember are having a fit body, be more hardworking and studious, save up more money, be able to talk more and other bullshits.
You know what, I decided not to have a resolution this year because it's all total bullshit that I probably will not be able to accomplish anyways.
Hmm, let's wrap up the year with highlights that happened in 2015.
Let's start from the beginning of the year, in January I officially graduated with a diploma in Computer Science at Asia Pacific University. After that in February, I started working as a technical assistant/web developer well whatever you call it for an internship. It was actually pretty stupid I must say. I get shit pay like RM600 which is like almost 150USD. That's like half of my monthly pocket money here in the states. (We'll get there soon enough) While I probably can get a better job with almost 1kRM. I would probably be able to save more money that way. Okay so as I was saying, I worked as an intern for almost 6 months, although the pay was shit but the experience I have there and the things I've learned there are irreplaceble. The people I met there are undoubtedly amazing and unique people. These 6 months seem long but then short at the same time because now that I look back on it, they pass by as such a speed that I didn't even realize.
After that comes my august Australia trip. One of the most memorable trips I've had with my girlfriend. ^_^ There are a ton of memorable and pleasant memories concerning the trip. However, the trip seemed so short as it was very enjoyable. After the trip, I immediately packed up my luggage again and to get ready to head to The States in order to pursue my studies in Computer Science. So here I am in the States just finished the first semester of my studies.
I guess that's all for the update on 2015.
Let's all get ready with 2016.
Well, once again, Happy New Year 2016 everyone! Enjoy your year and hope that you guys will have a wonderful year!
Thursday, 28 May 2015
工作。人生
最近都在想，我以后在社会里就是这样的工作吗？九点到五点就一直在公司里面做工，一点的时候吃饭休息然后就继续做工。完全没有想到会这样的。其实也不是我不喜欢这种在公司一整天的只是现在这种Internship的阶段在公司里面完全没劲，然后就会导致眼睡和骚闷。希望以后不会有这样的感觉吧。
晚上回到家第一件事就是冲个凉，然后就吃饭，看一下戏，玩一下游戏，时间很快就到十二点了，就是要睡觉的时间。一个星期五天连续不断的过着一样的生活，这样的人生真的很无趣。每天在公司里就会想有什么游戏想玩然后回家就可以放肆地玩。但其实我错了，回到家根本就累，没时间做太多东西。现在就在想怎么我以前会那么想长大然后出外做工，在家里不就过得幸福美满的吗~
所以我现在做了决定，以后一定要活到老，玩到老 XD 我可没那么努力。我蛮后悔怎么当初没有提早一点跟我小学朋友玩像maplestory的游戏。等我刚开始，他们已经停止了。哈哈，但是这种后悔也不算很严重~ 希望能找到一些人陪我玩，自己玩真的会很闷。
其实我现在还在做工，呵呵。就写到这儿了~ :)
Sunday, 10 May 2015
忍耐，不说，应该吗？
不知道要怎么开始呢。
我想写很久了只是那个感觉每一次都会很快的，流失。
只是今天额外听了一些比较感触的歌所以那些感觉也就来了。
不能说的秘密
时常都会把我想说的东西放在心里因为我其实是很怕讲错话还有就是很会在意别人给的眼光甚至使他们说的话，当然，前提是那个人一定是要我很在意的人。还有就是我会不知道要说些什么才好，所以很多人都会说我很安静。其实沉默对我来说是蛮普通的，但是我还是会很想跟别人沟通，尽量把我想说的话全部都说出来。
可是我就是这样的人，一直都会在想，我说了这句话过后，会有什么后果吗? 他们会对我有不同的看法吗？会开始远离我吗? 有个人跟我说过，要敢敢的把要说的话说出来，“我想听你说出你心里的话。” 想知道我到底在想什么。
很多时候我不说的原因也是因为我很在意那个人。不想说出能伤害她的话。除此之外就是那些我觉得很不能忍受的事情但是其实都是很渺小。超级渺小的。说了出来会显得我很不懂事理。所以我就养成了重要的话一定要想清楚才说，但是人们普通的对话都是瞬间的，如何有时间想清楚再说呢？再说，我一想就会认为我不理会他们。通常在这个时候我都会放弃了，还需要想吗？不需要。尽然都说了我很安静，算了吧。
我很明白，我们应该活得自在，不该去理会世人说的话，想的事。可是这些不是普通的人，而是我在意的。 （有种感觉我好像在重复）
人们说，男人，应该有话直说，不满意的事情一定要说出来，指出来。但是我的口头禅是“算了吧”。把所有不重要的事情都把他们放了。忍耐，这是忍耐的一种吧。只要不是很大件事情，就算是一件很大间的事情，只要没有伤及自身，我都可以把它们给带过。换句话说就是算了吧。
收藏在心里的话也只可以靠这些部落格和日记为我聆听。
我想写很久了只是那个感觉每一次都会很快的，流失。
只是今天额外听了一些比较感触的歌所以那些感觉也就来了。
不能说的秘密
时常都会把我想说的东西放在心里因为我其实是很怕讲错话还有就是很会在意别人给的眼光甚至使他们说的话，当然，前提是那个人一定是要我很在意的人。还有就是我会不知道要说些什么才好，所以很多人都会说我很安静。其实沉默对我来说是蛮普通的，但是我还是会很想跟别人沟通，尽量把我想说的话全部都说出来。
可是我就是这样的人，一直都会在想，我说了这句话过后，会有什么后果吗? 他们会对我有不同的看法吗？会开始远离我吗? 有个人跟我说过，要敢敢的把要说的话说出来，“我想听你说出你心里的话。” 想知道我到底在想什么。
很多时候我不说的原因也是因为我很在意那个人。不想说出能伤害她的话。除此之外就是那些我觉得很不能忍受的事情但是其实都是很渺小。超级渺小的。说了出来会显得我很不懂事理。所以我就养成了重要的话一定要想清楚才说，但是人们普通的对话都是瞬间的，如何有时间想清楚再说呢？再说，我一想就会认为我不理会他们。通常在这个时候我都会放弃了，还需要想吗？不需要。尽然都说了我很安静，算了吧。
我很明白，我们应该活得自在，不该去理会世人说的话，想的事。可是这些不是普通的人，而是我在意的。 （有种感觉我好像在重复）
人们说，男人，应该有话直说，不满意的事情一定要说出来，指出来。但是我的口头禅是“算了吧”。把所有不重要的事情都把他们放了。忍耐，这是忍耐的一种吧。只要不是很大件事情，就算是一件很大间的事情，只要没有伤及自身，我都可以把它们给带过。换句话说就是算了吧。
收藏在心里的话也只可以靠这些部落格和日记为我聆听。
Friday, 23 January 2015
The 100 :D
I've been watching this American TV Series since last year around December. I've never actually watched a whole lot of American Drama but to my surprise it was very enjoyable. I thoroughly enjoyed the drama and thought that it was a very nice show to watch. Let me give ya'll some good old reviews about this series. I recommend this drama to anyone who enjoys something survival, action, sci-fi ( a little ) and just people mutating into another form of "people". So the story starts with the Earth being a nuclear warfare zone and deemed dangerous for humans to live. So they all moved to the space from all different countries. Soon they joined up together and then formed the "Ark". The Ark holds only very little people and is in a dire state because of the lack of oxygen. They then send down convicted juveniles known as the 100 on the Earth to see if it was safe to live in. But the communications from the Earth to the Ark was destroyed during landing so the only way they could survive is to depend on themselves. However, they were not alone.
I guess that much is enough for a teaser. Hahaha.
Until next time! XD
Wednesday, 14 January 2015
生活点滴
很快的，2014年就这样过去了。现在都已經是一月十四日了。本来是想新年来个新的贴但是一直都忘了。2014年过的超快的，可能是因为比较享受吧所以一下子就过完了。可是也让我领悟了很多事。喜欢动漫的我依然喜欢着动漫，不喜欢动漫的Ta也依然不喜欢着。感觉上好像很颓废。不要紧。。多几天就可以工作了然后一定要跟Ta去旅行！！ 一定！！ :)
我也没什么要写的了。感觉很累。就这样吧~~
我也没什么要写的了。感觉很累。就这样吧~~
2015 :)
Hey. It's 2015 people haha. I guess I totally forgot about this other blog that I had :O
No worries right? I mean no one's reading it XD
I just like to write my feelings out. I don't know why.
When I feel sad, feel happy, feel angry I hope I have someone to talk to. Please, don't get me wrong. I'm not saying that I don't have someone to talk to, I have a wonderful girlfriend whose always caring and loving. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve the amount of love that she's pouring into me because I'm not giving back enough of it. I don't know what to do most of the times that it just leaves me thinking about what I should do.
I'm starting to get a little off topic here maybe.
Who cares? I'm just writing what I want to write.
You know, my father told me that I'm not putting enough heart into the family because i'm just paying all my attention to my girlfriend. When he said that, of course I did deny because I put the same amount of effort in both. But surely, if he said it out, it must be because he felt that way.
Yeah, I have to pay more attention to the family now right.
I don't know why but everytime I write in the blog. It'll be something sad or angry.
Okay so I checked out my first few posts in 2009 and 2010. Oh my god. To my surprise, my English is horrendous, the grammar and tenses are wrong but the writing style sure is the same x)
It actually took me awhile to find this blog lol. Luckily I still remembered the email that was bounded by it.
Okay. My motivation stops here XD
No more stuffs to write. TIME FOR REVISION PEEPO!
No worries right? I mean no one's reading it XD
I just like to write my feelings out. I don't know why.
When I feel sad, feel happy, feel angry I hope I have someone to talk to. Please, don't get me wrong. I'm not saying that I don't have someone to talk to, I have a wonderful girlfriend whose always caring and loving. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve the amount of love that she's pouring into me because I'm not giving back enough of it. I don't know what to do most of the times that it just leaves me thinking about what I should do.
I'm starting to get a little off topic here maybe.
Who cares? I'm just writing what I want to write.
You know, my father told me that I'm not putting enough heart into the family because i'm just paying all my attention to my girlfriend. When he said that, of course I did deny because I put the same amount of effort in both. But surely, if he said it out, it must be because he felt that way.
Yeah, I have to pay more attention to the family now right.
I don't know why but everytime I write in the blog. It'll be something sad or angry.
Okay so I checked out my first few posts in 2009 and 2010. Oh my god. To my surprise, my English is horrendous, the grammar and tenses are wrong but the writing style sure is the same x)
It actually took me awhile to find this blog lol. Luckily I still remembered the email that was bounded by it.
Okay. My motivation stops here XD
No more stuffs to write. TIME FOR REVISION PEEPO!