The 100 :D

I've been watching this American TV Series since last year around December. I've never actually watched a whole lot of American Drama but to my surprise it was very enjoyable. I thoroughly enjoyed the drama and thought that it was a very nice show to watch. Let me give ya'll some good old reviews about this series. I recommend this drama to anyone who enjoys something survival, action, sci-fi ( a little ) and just people mutating into another form of "people". So the story starts with the Earth being a nuclear warfare zone and deemed dangerous for humans to live. So they all moved to the space from all different countries. Soon they joined up together and then formed the "Ark". The Ark holds only very little people and is in a dire state because of the lack of oxygen. They then send down convicted juveniles known as the 100 on the Earth to see if it was safe to live in. But the communications from the Earth to the Ark was destroyed during landing so the only way they could survive is to depend on themselves. However, they were not alone.

I guess that much is enough for a teaser. Hahaha.

Until next time! XD

生活点滴

很快的，2014年就这样过去了。现在都已經是一月十四日了。本来是想新年来个新的贴但是一直都忘了。2014年过的超快的，可能是因为比较享受吧所以一下子就过完了。可是也让我领悟了很多事。喜欢动漫的我依然喜欢着动漫，不喜欢动漫的Ta也依然不喜欢着。感觉上好像很颓废。不要紧。。多几天就可以工作了然后一定要跟Ta去旅行！！ 一定！！ :)


我也没什么要写的了。感觉很累。就这样吧~~

2015 :)

Hey. It's 2015 people haha. I guess I totally forgot about this other blog that I had :O
No worries right? I mean no one's reading it XD
I just like to write my feelings out. I don't know why.
When I feel sad, feel happy, feel angry I hope I have someone to talk to. Please, don't get me wrong. I'm not saying that I don't have someone to talk to, I have a wonderful girlfriend whose always caring and loving. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve the amount of love that she's pouring into me because I'm not giving back enough of it. I don't know what to do most of the times that it just leaves me thinking about what I should do.
I'm starting to get a little off topic here maybe.
Who cares? I'm just writing what I want to write.
You know, my father told me that I'm not putting enough heart into the family because i'm just paying all my attention to my girlfriend. When he said that, of course I did deny because I put the same amount of effort in both. But surely, if he said it out, it must be because he felt that way.
Yeah, I have to pay more attention to the family now right.

I don't know why but everytime I write in the blog. It'll be something sad or angry.

Okay so I checked out my first few posts in 2009 and 2010. Oh my god. To my surprise, my English is horrendous, the grammar and tenses are wrong but the writing style sure is the same x)
It actually took me awhile to find this blog lol. Luckily I still remembered the email that was bounded by it.

Okay. My motivation stops here XD
No more stuffs to write. TIME FOR REVISION PEEPO!

Nodame Cantabile Review

Nodame Cantabile - 上网找了一下，原来华语名字叫做【交响情人梦】
最近看了这个动漫，花了两天时间吧，就把它看完了。不得不否认这套动漫还蛮动人的，一开始看的时候还有所保留但是越看就越不能停下来。我其实喜欢看爱情，音乐这类型的动漫。无意间就在Baka.bt那里看到就下载了下来~ 果然没做错选择 XD


这故事是在讲述这一个拥有很棒音乐天分的男主角在失落的期间遇见女主角~ 那个女主角也是个很厉害弹钢琴的. 就他们两个的故事发展你们就自己看吧~ 虽然自己对classical music的认识不是很多但是看了这部戏会觉得Classical也不错。很有一种软化身心疲累的那种感觉。

我会喜欢这部动漫大多是因为爱情的因素吧。那女的超可爱的，虽然是有点旧但是那个画风还不赖嘛~ 大家如果对爱情，音乐这种类似的动漫有兴趣的话，我很推荐这部。除了这部戏，如果是只是音乐的话可以考虑 K-on, AKB0048, IdolM@ster,Tari-Tari, 还有一个最近的Love Live School Project. 全部都很好看！:D

今天是暂时这些了~

Nothing to do~

I was thinking of writing in Chinese language actually, I really was. Unfortunately I'm using Ubuntu now and the Chinese Pin Yin is a bit haywire :O
Oh yes. Let's update on some of my stuff here. Recently (actually not recently, more like a month ago) I switched from using Windows to using Ubuntu. Ubuntu is actually not bad I would say. Maybe it's because of the graphical user interface that is available in this particular Linux Distro. I'm still a weak programmer, student that cannot only use the command line and I am really quite ashamed of that. After hearing that other kids in another country already started learning IT in a very young age; i just thought to myself, "Why didn't I learnt it when I was younger?" These 19 years was almost a total waste of my time. I only started learning the stuff that I need to know at the age of 18! What a joke.
Anyways, let me share something here that I never really dared to speak out loud to a certain person. I'm always conscious and paying very close attention to what you're saying so sometimes when you joke, I probably will think that it's a serious matter; to me, at least. There is a saying in the Chinese proverb saying "Jiang zhe wu xin, ting zhe you yi". It means that the speaker has no intention whatsoever but the listener takes it to the heart. Sometimes I'm sad; sometimes i'm disappointed; sometimes I feel like the whole world just betrayed me. But because I'm having all those emotions, it makes me realize that nothing it impossible, thinking to myself; "You've experienced something far more worse than that!", "Pull yourself together" is what I've been thinking. I really am a weak person. I live my life thinking and hoping that tomorrow will be a better day.
So let me tell you this, not every day is a bad day. Sometimes I get really excited and I don't know who I can share this excitement to. Especially when it's something about anime and stuff, I want to share to people but I just don't think I can. The only thing i can do is just release my anger, happiness and stress here in this blog. Writing everything out just feels so good. :)

I feel  like I'm getting waaaayyyyy out of topic here.
Okay so I guess that's all for tonight. This is actually a draft from two nights before. I forgot to complete it. Haha.

Good bye.
Do not simply use goodbye. Apparently it's lame. =/

Pissed Off

RANDOM POST.


So here we are planning to go to Malacca for the first time. I don't really give a damn about everyone else, seriously. I just feel happy that I can go to vacation with her. To my expectations, the trip really didn't ended up well and there were a lot of changes and last minute notices. What ever. I couldn't care less now really. I am beyond the point of pissed off and i feel like I don't even want to go on this trip le. Seriously, what the fucking hell. You're lazy and you  don't want to drive? Then get the fuck off the trip. I guess I am the outsider of this trip so I have to get the fuck off don't I? But all I care about is her. I even made plans to go see my friends after the trip. Now it's impossible. OH MY GOD. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I EVER FELT SO PISSED AT SOMETHING THAT CAN LAST FOR MORE THAN 10 MINUTES. I AM STILL PISSED. FUCK.ANYTHING LA. ANYTHING LA.

Once in a Blue Moon

Well, I know I rarely come to my blog and write on my blog now. I recently just remembered that i still had a blog haha. x)
I just want to rant a little here since i can't really do it in social media sites because people would see it easily and well it wouldn't be that good for my friends to see it. I realise that when i talk, I like to sugar coat things. I feel that it makes life easier and most importantly, it keeps trouble away. When you speak out what you want to say to the public, not everyone accepts your comment; not everyone likes what you say; not everyone agrees to what you agree to.
I just want to tell a particular friend that, being straightforward is not a bad thing at all actually. Yeah it really isn't. But sometimes people will get frustrated and that's when you have to shut your mouth and just go with the flow. I know, I am a passive person. I don't like troubles and i sincerely hope that my life will go on like that with no impact at all. At least that's what I was thinking for like the past 17 years of my life.
Upon entering college, something changed. Something inside of me wants the something to happen. Being the boring old me is not going to make the world a better place. Heck. It wouldn't even make MY world a happy place. It will just be boring and dull. Having a cheerful and delightful girlfriend has always been a privilege for me since last year. I can feel my boring, "otaku-ish" life being turned into a colourful and bright life. I really owe a whole lot to my girlfriend.
I really really need to get my back up straight and start working hard towards a goal. Many people say goals are what that drives people. They make people do stuffs when they're tired and they make people want to continue doing it. So firstly i should have a goal right? But before that. I took a glimpse at my old post and it was something about my new years resolution. HMMM. Nope. I did not fulfil the requirements of my new years resolution. Oh damn i feel so frustrated about myself. Laziness and the feeling of want to do NOTHING always overcomes me and i often find myself immerse in gaming, otherwise in anime series. But i really have to get to study now. I just hope after I wrote all this, it could motivate me in studying more for my upcoming future, United States eh? it's a distance for me and it really really feels like it will be hard for me to reach it but nevertheless i will still strive to be a better man. Peace out.

New Year's Resolutions :)

Wow, it's been a year since i wrote here. A lot of stuffs happened this year and I am glad that mostly are happy stuffs :) I should say that the most enjoying and happiest thing that happened is that I was able to have Hui Hui as my girlfriend. I can say that we've never had fights before but I did made her disappointed once. Let me tell you that it's not a very good feeling to feel. Lets see, I gave up alot of things this year, also learned alot of things this year. I received alot of things this year, gave out alot of things this year. What are the things I gave up on? I think it would be having to go to anime festivals and stuffs. Don't be discouraged, it doesn't mean I gave up on anime. I still love anime. Well, I wouldn't be like "Anime's my life, my everything" but rather "Anime is not everything there is in life right?" I learned that I was a very otaku person. I mean, look at my previous post. But is it true that you have to like cars and love to watch football to be a real guy? Everyday, alot of people passed by me and I wondered the same question over and over again. Am i normal?

Why before new year only happened this kind of stuff. Haih. 

I was mostly indulged in playing dota 2 for this year. Yeah.. Too much haha. Oh I made wonderful friends at college and I guess it was a nice thing :) 

In respect to studying and stuffs, I have a feeling I'm finally on the track at being a computer engineer. Although I am still not sure what degree I'm going for but I'll figure it out in the next sem or so. Mostly maybe security or just plain software engineer. 

Hmmm.. Lets start with my new years resolution then hehe. Its 30th December now and 1 more day it'll be a new year. My first and foremost resolution is to be a great boyfriend for Hui Hui. I noticed that I'm a bad boyfriend. I'm slow, inconsiderate, silenced and boring. You know what, I am a really unsure guy. I don't know if this is good or this is bad. I honestly thought that I'm a nice guy you know? But it all came down to how bad i am, how inconsiderate i am, how boring i am. Okay, enough chatter. My resolution is involved in getting me to be a good boyfriend so no matter what happens, don't be discouraged. 

My second resolution is to get really into the IT faction. I have been starting on my HTML and when i knew that hui hui knew more about html than i did it really struck into me. " What have you been learning?". So my other new years resolutions would be to study very hard. Haha. Study doesn't work on me, I should say that research on C, Java, Html stuffs more. 

I guess two is enough for my first year. To be honest, this is my first year having a resolution. I want to be a better man after this two days. I hope I can really make it. If you ever lose your way, come and read what you wrote. haha. I think that's enough. Time to get started on my assignment. Not a second to lose right? hehe. Happy New Year everyone :)

:O

Felt like today just went by so fast..
Didn't do anything lol ><

Oh myyy
Gonna get fat again if I dont start exercising ><

Feel like going for a swim tonight~ I'll go check whether I can swim or not later hehe
Suddenly felt tired and sleepy..
Hahaha feels like I'm giving excuses to myself =X

But I'll do my casual stuff before i sleep :)

I guess that's it for tonight.
Good night, and I'll probably be posting stuffs quite often now. :)

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Omg, Like seriously FML ==
I just feel so damn annoyed and angry at myself now.

Oh please.
Can you just please stop reminding me of the past.
Oh my =.=

I normally write a post like at night but for some particular reason, I just feel very annoyed.
I know that I can't talk to anyone about this.
The only thing I can do now is just write it down.
Or type it down o.o

Calm down.. Calm down..
Let's please not dwell in the past. Live the present and dream the future.
( Wow, another cool line ^^)