Life =)

I've been woking for quite some time now and just stopped a few days ago ><
The reason i stopped is not because i'm going to start school it's probably because i'm tired XD

Haha, saying that i'm tired Lol~ So funny xD

I don't know why i've been typing here for so long and no one sees it.

Its probably a good news that no one has been reading my blog ^^

Or could it be bad news?

I actually thought that i could write like a diary here in my blog.

But it seems that i just got tired and i think i just wrote whenever i felt like writing xD

Life is full of surprises, don't you think so?

Suddenly, a woman of your dreams can appear infront of you and just steal your heart away.

Unfortunately i have not met that kind of woman yet ^^

Yeahh, don't worry bout me! My heart won't be wavered that easily.

Well.... Recently there's this one girl that i'm particularly noticing and i think that i'm in love with her or is it just like? Well, either way is fine i guess xD

I don't really know what to type though.. Since i have no more complaints and i don't really know about who to write..

Should I just stop right here?

All I've been typing is bullshit anyway..

I guess i'll have to come back another day if you want some more interesting stories C=

Hehe That smiley C= is kinda like "her" (:

15/5/2011 SUNDAY!

Heyy =)

Its a saturday nightt (:

You guys having fun?? I'm playing Maple in my house LOL xD

Today in maple, i found out that.

Acutally i'm being ignored by so many people in Maple.

Lol i'm so funny =.=

Ignored by people in maple then like that? LOL

Well, I dont really know what to day la..

Its just like i feel like crying..

And i dont know what to do..

I guess we all have our own problems that we need to solve only by ourselves

Actually i dont know why am i even typing this out

I'm sure it makes no sense :D

Well, its just for fun i think but i dont feel the fun at all D:

I feel sad, depressed, alone, ignored, hated, rejected. LOL

Nahhh its not jsut you who is affected by all these right??

Many people are affectedd by these problems too, We need to overcome them and go in with our lives

Right now, I'm wathcing Magic and her boyfriend. They are like kissing in front of me D:

I dont like Gary =.=

Actually, I like someone called Hor Suet Lee, but lately, i talked to her on-line..

I dont really like the way she talks but i cant really do anything about that can I?

Hehe.. Oh well... I'll write on this blog someother day F3

=) Bye~~

17/3/2011

Well, it has been awhile since i last posted a post :D

How are you people!? xD

Miss me? Haha You should have!

Life is full of surprizes i think.

I'm really in to anime these days

Maybe its because the characters or i would say the girls in there look CUTE! XD

Hehe... I actually liked romance animes

I'm happy everytime when there is a happy ending =)

Thats why i always believe in happy endings ^^

LOL

So weird of me saying that XD

If you dont know me that well..

Well i can only say that its strange la XD

Oh well.. talk you later.. I need to like go watch Clannad Now XD

Lols BORED!!

Omg.. This is seriously getting boring weih!!! Haiz.. I really hope i can talk to someone else..

You know? Like someone i can talk my problems to. But yet again, i dont think i have any problems...

Hmm.. lonely maybe?

Is that a problem?

Hmm Dont really know o.o

Lols btw, I had to say this out loud.

I miss you Ashley! ):

Oh well.. I know we can never be together again.. After what happened, i felt like i missed a part of my daily ruitine.

Such as...

Texting you early in the morning~

Talk to you on msn/facebook/ skype/ oovoo Btw, i deleted oovoo and skype, i have no use of them also F3

Texting you to sleep?

Singing to you when you want me to? ;D

Hehe.. i really miss those times.

Well, something that is gone can never be found right?

I'm glad you found your valentines. (:

Enjoy your time with him although i dont know who is that guy.

I really feel very ashamed after you received presents from that guy..

I never even sent you a gift before.. Maybe you hate me because of that?

Or youre just unsatisfied with a boyfriend like me.

You really should have ended this long ago.

I dont know whats so good in me that can satisfy you.

Well, i bet that guy does.

Hehe...

Did you really minded my results?

Or did you mind because i cannot match up with you.

I really understand if you did that and i really want to continue our retionship.

But ever since you said "Okay, i'll give you another chance"

Well, maybe you didn't know, I really mind that word from you.

Maybe you didn't know, I dont need you to give me a second chance.

I feel like i'm just a toy if you say that.

I am still not satisfied with how you break up with me.

Did you know why i didn't ask why?

I bet you dont..

You thought i had no more feelings for you didn't you?

Well, to tell you the truth if youre reading this.

I didn't wanted to ask why anymore..

Because did you know how many times you wanted to break up with me?

Everytime, i saved our relationship and i really really thought we can go on Forever and Ever.

I really still believe in that.

and now, i'm tired of saying why anymore.

If you really treasure our relationship you wouldn't suggest to break up anyway. ):

Oh well, saying those things are kinda harsh...

Lets hope you didn't read this ^^

I still want you to be happy, and smile always (:

I never wanted it to be like this..

New life

Hehe, as you guys know right now. I have already broken up with her.

But though i still do not know if its a good thing or a bad thing O.O

Do you tihnk its a good thing? Bad thing? =/

I reaaallyy dont know LOL!!!

Damn.... Hmmm okay, My life withough her on the first day was quite not bad though o.o

Hehe.. And i neeeda sleep!! Damn it, i have to go to office tomorrow

TT

Hmmm now.. i really dont know what to write anymore =/ Last time i wrote all about her and the stuff i didn't want her to do :O But now what should i write... Hmmmmm..

== idk.... damn... Lets write all the Leng Luis in my school then XD

But, i'm lazy now HEHE i'll go to sleep first la xD Bye~

18/1/2011

(:

My relationship with my girlfriend is really ending now ):

I dont know whats my feeling right now.. I really dont know.

Should I be sad? happy? I dont know..

Hehe....

See you next time when i have the mood la ^^

After OMR

After PMR

Its been 4 days since i got my results hehe

I know, i know, its not a pretty scene but cant you at least consolate me?

Haiz, i know youre sad and dissapointed and angry but have you thought about how i would feel getting this type of results?

You think taht i'll be happy with it right?

I tihnk youre wrong. I already told myself i have to work hard for next year..

I just hope i can go pure science.. Sub science is not bad la maybe ><

oh well.. chat with you next time then (:

Emo day

Yo, I'm back again (:

I got my PMR results just now..

Trust me, Its not happy to get 3 A's 2B's 2C's and 1 D

That just really sucked..

Haiz.. i really need someone to talk to but i dont know who..

Am i really that failure?

I guess so

==

Okay, I'm sorry, i have absolutely no mood today..

Bye for now.

21/12/10 HEHEHE

Heyy..

How long has it been since i write my last post?

Hmm.. I think a few days maybe xD

Oh well, My girlfriend came back last midnight hehe

And she came back half an hour after i slept LOL

Do you think i should be awake when she comes back?

Lol Yeah Why not? You can sms her more wut o.o

Hehe yeah i want to sms her more I WANT to see her more

But i think.. We wont have any chance this year..

Its gonna be 2011 in a few days you know..

And!!!

My results are gonna be out on THURSDAY!!! (23/12/10) Weee~~~

Hehe.. I hope i can get good grades though,

Although i dont have much faith in my sejarah, geografi, bm and chinese..

But i hope.. I can get A, Or maybe a B?

Please o please.. I dont want to dissapoint my girlfriend,

Well, You see, my girlfriend wants to prove to her mum

That i have good grades.. and well ofcourse i want to have good grades la..

I just dont have much confidence laaa ><

Well.. Let me tell you something, But dont tell anyone else kay? (:

okay.. Last year, or is it this year? i think it was last year la..

When i heard that she said if i dont get good grades for PMR she'll leave me..

My heart is like cracked into a million pieces.

I always thought that if you love that special someone, you have to accept everything about him/her

But well, I learnt something from her, is that you have to prove to yourself you can do it and you can take care of that special someone in the future

Cause, If i have good results in PMR i can get a higher oppotunity at getting a higher possitioned job?

Haizz.. Up till now.. My mind isjust thinking about living a simple life, you know? like umm living in a small house and then have chickens, farm, cows.. HAHA my mind is quite simple dont you think? Yeah.. what a simple minded person i am..

I have to get a better job! Get more money to give my darling a better life!

Yeahh, thats right..

Oh yeah, Today, i saw my gf right.. She post in fb say that JunWei didn't answer her calls

I am quite very sad that she calls junwei you know.. In skype? Thats why i dont like skype la..

Skype.. You are really starting to get my nerves on..

You know what, I really shouldn't be that sad, Dont have to be jealous over that right?

Yeah, I should be aware that she's only mine and always gonna be mine (:

Well i really hope, That you can always be mine Ashley..

I really dont want a day to come when you'll leave me and go to another boy. )':

Ohhh Pssht <<>

I really hate it when she says that, you know why? Thats because JunWei also use Pssht and then you know.. Their facebook profile picture is also the same..

That just makes me abit sad and angry ><

Oh i really hope ashley doesn't sees this..

If she does, I dont even want to imagine what she would do with me ><

Well, I tihnk she's not gonna do anything.. HAIZ!

Last year, i knew one guy called robert or something

He, sent me messages telling me to leave ashley and then well ashley knew about it slowly..

And i copied and paste what he sent to her and she showed me a heart-breaking reaction though..

I thought... You know.. She would like say AHH or WAhhhh or GRRRRR but well she didn't do anything but i knew she did something secretly, thats why robert didn't send me any messages anymore..

Wow, this must be the longest blog i've typed so far XD

And my stomoch Hurts right know so i'd best be on my way to the toilet! xD

You know, after writting this out, I feel very comfortable (:

Thank you blog ^^

Bye for now!

And all those people who even saw this

I WONDER HOW YOU KNOW ABOUT THIS!?

Please leave a comment if you ever seen this (:

bye~ <3