Wow, I'm feeling so damn emotional tonight ><
First, special thanks to Nithya!
Thank you for advising me to text her!
I wouldn't have done it without you telling me hehe
I'm really happy the moment she replied to my sms ^^
Can you feel it?
My happiness.
Its like over flowing xD
And yet i feel so sad.
So regret.
So sorry.
Sorry Ashley.
I've gone through about all the videos you've made for me just now.
And i found that.
I might still have a little more feelings for you..
Sorryyy =(
It's my fault i guess, not smart enough, not hard working enough to deserve you love.
I think this is what i should get.
I was being so immature.
I know.
I always knew that i was immature, i'm a playboy and i can't really forgive myself.
I can still remember the times, when you stayed up late just to see me.
I'm such a loser.
Well, what's done, is done.
Maybe we're just not meant to be together.
Like i always believed, 勉强没有幸福.
It sorta means, there will be no happiness if you were to force that person to have a relationship with you.
Haha! Maybe I've been A litttleeee bit emo here hehe
人生这一条路,对我来说是一条无境界的道路.
我们可能接触的都是书本,但是我觉得人生不应该只是有书本的世界.
我们应该学会享受如何走这一条路.
我不是一位很厉害读书的人，也不是一个天生的天才，不过，我相信我们应该以随和的态度去看这个世界。
Why does it looks like i've said alot of big proverbs LOL
Haha, Just for your information.
I had a crush on someone and it is still now the same person :)
