Omg.. This is seriously getting boring weih!!! Haiz.. I really hope i can talk to someone else..
You know? Like someone i can talk my problems to. But yet again, i dont think i have any problems...
Hmm.. lonely maybe?
Is that a problem?
Hmm Dont really know o.o
Lols btw, I had to say this out loud.
I miss you Ashley! ):
Oh well.. I know we can never be together again.. After what happened, i felt like i missed a part of my daily ruitine.
Such as...
Texting you early in the morning~
Talk to you on msn/facebook/ skype/ oovoo Btw, i deleted oovoo and skype, i have no use of them also F3
Texting you to sleep?
Singing to you when you want me to? ;D
Hehe.. i really miss those times.
Well, something that is gone can never be found right?
I'm glad you found your valentines. (:
Enjoy your time with him although i dont know who is that guy.
I really feel very ashamed after you received presents from that guy..
I never even sent you a gift before.. Maybe you hate me because of that?
Or youre just unsatisfied with a boyfriend like me.
You really should have ended this long ago.
I dont know whats so good in me that can satisfy you.
Well, i bet that guy does.
Hehe...
Did you really minded my results?
Or did you mind because i cannot match up with you.
I really understand if you did that and i really want to continue our retionship.
But ever since you said "Okay, i'll give you another chance"
Well, maybe you didn't know, I really mind that word from you.
Maybe you didn't know, I dont need you to give me a second chance.
I feel like i'm just a toy if you say that.
I am still not satisfied with how you break up with me.
Did you know why i didn't ask why?
I bet you dont..
You thought i had no more feelings for you didn't you?
Well, to tell you the truth if youre reading this.
I didn't wanted to ask why anymore..
Because did you know how many times you wanted to break up with me?
Everytime, i saved our relationship and i really really thought we can go on Forever and Ever.
I really still believe in that.
and now, i'm tired of saying why anymore.
If you really treasure our relationship you wouldn't suggest to break up anyway. ):
Oh well, saying those things are kinda harsh...
Lets hope you didn't read this ^^
I still want you to be happy, and smile always (:
I never wanted it to be like this..